silentdescant: (Default)
Yesterday was my birthday! It was pretty great, just sat around reading fic for most of the day. I still have no job. BUT my film, which was indeed finished, was accepted into a film festival in Sacramento! I am SO EXCITED. \o/!!!! Heading down there mid-August for that, hopefully I can do a lot of networking and talking to people. Still need a job. D:

I have totally failed at keeping up with LJ, I'm sorry. /o\ I really do need to get better about it, I miss LJ. Twitter is still my home, at the moment. In my absence from LJ, I forgot to mention here that I have posted fic! You probably already saw it if you're on twitter or subscribe to me on AO3.

The first, written with [livejournal.com profile] sulwen, is the first part of the mpreg omega fic we've been talking about for aaaaages. Adam as the pack's Alpha, Tommy as the only fertile Omega. Kinks include knotting, obviously, and dubcon that goes with the trope, as well as mpreg, underage sex, and some incest (more of that to come in future parts). Born This Way

The second is some very off the cuff Jared/Jensen porn with some of my usual kinks: D/s, comeplay, breathplay... But it's basically fluff. First time really trying out writing J2, which I hope to do lots more. Oh, Baby, Baby

And finally, I wanted to say that [livejournal.com profile] sulwen and I have found our next big passion project. We're getting a very early start on next year's spn_j2_bigbang... which is still posting right now for this year, sign ups won't even open for a while yet. But we're REALLY EXCITED. We've been messing around with a lot of ideas, even some original fic, outlining and dabbling and brainstorming, but nothing has felt URGENT in the way this idea does. It's really really great to have that need to tell a story again. And it's probably a good thing we're starting early because lol we can already tell this is gonna be looooong. :D We definitely feel better this way than doing what we did with LBB, jumping into it at the last minute with a 160k fic and not getting it beta'd until like, the day before posting... hahaha hopefully with starting this far in advance, things will fall into place a little easier.

ps: my Jack is the cutest puppy in the entire world, I swear.
silentdescant: (need you like air)
title: Oh, Baby, Baby
pairing: Adam/Tommy
rating: NC-17
words: 1700
warning: werewolves, knotting, comeplay, bloodplay
summary: ...the sound of drums, or maybe just his heartbeat--or maybe Adam's heartbeat, reverberating through Tommy's body. The words big and stretchedand hurt. It's all too much, but he can't wait--can't fucking wait for more.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: this is for my awesome girl [livejournal.com profile] sulwen because she likes werewolves. totally off the cuff and unbetad. :P

on ao3


Oh, Baby, Baby )
silentdescant: (dirty sexy beaten loved)
Title: When Love Fails
Author: [livejournal.com profile] silentdescant & [livejournal.com profile] sulwen
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] rude_bunny
Betas: [livejournal.com profile] isweedan & [livejournal.com profile] pussy_in_person
Type: Drama
Word Count: 160,000
Rating: NC-17
Characters/Pairings: Adam/Tommy, Adam/multiple OMCs, Tommy/OFC, Tommy/multiple OMCs, past Adam/Brad
Warnings: Angst, Suicidal Ideation, Drug and Alcohol Addiction, Infidelity, Dubious Consent, Drug Overdose, Severe Main Character Injury, Depression, Eating Disorder, Unsafe Sex, Violence, Multiple Partners, Explicit Heterosexual Sex, Homophobia, Vomiting, Jealousy, Physical and Verbal Fighting, Hospitalization, Body Dysmorphia, Coming Out Publicly, BDSM (D/s specifically), Breathplay, Humiliation, Orgasm Control, Belting, Bloodplay, Knifeplay, Bondage, Pain Kink, Semi-Public Sex, Rough/Angry Sex, Unhealthy/Unsafe Expressions of All Above Kinks.

Summary: What starts as rebound sex quickly turns into a downward spiral of co-dependent addiction. Adam and Tommy both bring heavy baggage to their relationship: Adam is being pushed harder and harder every day by an unsympathetic manager and is starting to long for the no-consequences life of anonymity he’s left behind, while Tommy carries the weight of a string of infidelities and personal insecurities. Their relationship takes them to a darker place than either of them could have imagined.



Link to fic master post: on archiveofourown
Link to art master post: here
Link to mix master post: here
silentdescant: (save my soul)
Well, it is a new year. It is the year of graduation and jobs and a new place to live. It is also the year of new music and tour from Adam, which I am REALLY excited about. I don't expect new music from MCR, but I'm still holding out hope for videos and comics and whatever else those boys come up with (I can't imagine they'll hibernate for long). I want to do things like eat healthier and lose weight (I did both this past year, but it's hard to stick to, and I want to get better at the sticking to it part). I also want to be more social (I definitely started that this past year, but I can do better), and meet some online friends, now that I know some people in kind-of-my area. I want to write more, although that sounds silly when you read onto this next bit of the post. I want to write some original fic, though, and that's always hard to stick to, for me.

But check this out. I was going to do that end of the year fic meme that I saw a couple people fill out, but it wasn't working for me, so I just tallied things up instead. I wrote and posted 46 fics, two of which were co-written with [livejournal.com profile] sulwen (and one of those was for the sick!Frank challenge at [livejournal.com profile] yobrothatssick). One was a 41k fic for [livejournal.com profile] lambliffbigbang and one was a 25k fic for [livejournal.com profile] bandombigbang. 15 fics were for the summer fill fest at [livejournal.com profile] glam_kink (and they're having a new year fill fest now, you should check that out). But this is the really shocking (to me) part: my wordcount totals.

solo posted fic: 122,053
posted fic with [livejournal.com profile] sulwen: 20,883
(which brings my total posted fic to 142,936 words)

But that's not all. I mean, I am SHOCKED that I wrote more than 120k this year on my own. But listen to this. [livejournal.com profile] sulwen and I were both signed up for LBB again, and we both had problems with our fics, and on the very same day, we both planned to drop out of the challenge (which I hate doing). So to keep from dropping out, we teamed up and started outlining the fic we had both dreamed of, the one nobody would ever in a million years write for us. This was in October. Since then (and the fic is only about 80% finished so far), we have written about 124,500 words together on it. That's almost the same as I wrote solo all year. My mind was blown. Especially once I added all my writing solo and with her together: 267,436. That is a fucking ridiculous amount of words, you guys. I'm pretty pleased. It's hard for me to even remember writing all those fics earlier in the year, because our LBB took over my life, and I can't even think about what it was like before it wasn't a part of my life. That and all our notfic which we desperately want to write but can't until LBB is finished. Finding an amazing writing partner is pretty much the best thing ever. We are constantly inspired to write more.

So for the new year, the pressure is on. We have to finish our LBB by our posting date in January, and we each have a [livejournal.com profile] bandomreversebb fic to work on, and I have to get everything together to shoot my film in February (and March). And then I have to find a job and a place to live and graduate, holy fuck. More immediately: I have to pack. I've been home since Thanksgiving and I'm heading back to Savannah at ass o'clock in the morning tomorrow. Then all that other shit can start.

Overall, I think it's been a great year. But I have high hopes for this next one. :)


btw, all of my bandom and glam fic is up at archive of our own, and all my cowritten fic with [livejournal.com profile] sulwen is and will be posted there exlusively. I will probably keep posting solo fic there and here on lj for the foreseeable future. If I ever get the time, I'll work on transferring all my lotrips fic over to AO3 as well, so everything can be in one place, but who knows when that will happen. :P

silentdescant: (his boy)
[livejournal.com profile] sulwen wanted to do one for adam fandom! so she made some questions! and i like when she asks me questions and i get to ramble! and i had like a few margaritas tonight and rambled for 20 mintues about adam and tommy (and brad)! ~enjoy!

1. What's your username and is there a story behind it?
2. Where are you from and where do you live now?
3. Besides Adam, who are some of your favorite musical artists?
4. Have you been in any other fandoms besides Adam? Which ones?
5. How long have you been an Adam fan, and how did you first hear about him?
6. Have you seen Adam in concert? Any particular favorite concert experience?
7. What's your favorite song off of For Your Entertainment and why?
8. What are you favorite genres of fanfic? (angst, fluff, porn, crack, AU, etc...)
9. Do you have an OTP? What is it, and why do you love it?
10. Are you a fan of any of Adam's many talented friends and colleagues ? If so, who?
11. What story do you wish someone would write?
12. What fanfic would you recommend to everyone? Tell us about your favorite stories!
13. Tell us about what you're hoping to see during the Trespassing album cycle.
14. And of course, the eternal debate: how do you like Adam's hair best? Up? Down? Shaved sides? Tinted tips? FACIAL HAIR? Feel free to link a picture in your post!

Glam Voice Meme by silentdescant

(eta: the fic i couldn't remember the title of is "call the darkness light" by my_silent_hour)
silentdescant: (need you like air)
title: Treasure
pairing: Adam/Tommy
rating: NC-17
words: 1400
warning: bondage, fluff
summary: Tommy’s laced up like a ballerina in pointed shoes.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: this is for [livejournal.com profile] sulwen, because it was inspired by a series of kind of graphic text messages. and a special thank you to [livejournal.com profile] random_yayness for telling me how to make blowjobs hot. because apparently I forgot. ♥

on ao3


Treasure )
silentdescant: (need you like air)
title: Worth a Try
pairing: Adam/Tommy
rating: NC-17
words: 1260
warning: some sexuality-related angst
summary: Adam's gay. Tommy isn't.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.

on ao3


Worth a Try )
silentdescant: (gone up in smoke)
title: Working
pairing: Adam/Tommy/Brad
rating: PG-13
words: 380
warning: established threesome, reference to power dynamics
summary: Things are fine, but not without a little work.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: Happenstance ficlet! A little glimpse into their relationship. Inspired by Brad building hype for his new webseries.

on ao3


Working )
silentdescant: (need you like air)
title: Looking for the Answer
pairing: Adam/Tommy, Tommy/OMC
rating: NC-17
words: 1310
warning: breathplay, bruises
summary: For this prompt on G_K: Tommy shows up in a long sleeved shirt and a scarf. Someone in the glamily pounces him just to get him to reveal the hickey. But there isn't one. There's bruises in the shape of hands around his throat, and if he took of his shirt, they'd see welts and rope burn (and anything else you wanna throw there). And that's how Adam discovers Tommy's into breathplay.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: yet another kink_bingo fic! obviously for the "breathplay" square. special thank you to [livejournal.com profile] aislinntlc for reading this over. :) title from "Human" by The Killers.

on ao3


Looking for the Answer )
silentdescant: (save my soul)
title: Are We Human
pairing: Adam/Tommy
rating: NC-17
words: 1230
warning: movie universe crossover, pwp funky blowjob
summary: The lipstick isn’t just black; the boy’s lips are covered in tiny metal spikes, and they clink when he raises his glass to drink.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: This was inspired by an image from Jessie J's music video for "Do It Like A Dude", because who else do we know that likes to wear black lipstick? I realized once I started writing that I was basically writing a Matrix AU. This takes place in the "real world" underground city of Zion.

on ao3


Are We Human )
silentdescant: (save my soul)
title: Glittering Gold
pairing: Tommy/Taylor/Terrance + Adam
rating: NC-17
words: 2380
warning: object penetration, figging (kind of), slavery
summary: for this prompt on Glam_Kink: Lord Lambert likes fucking his boys when they're already ready and open for him, so he orders Taylor and Terrance, his loyal servants, to prepare Tommy. They bath him, finger him and fuck him with something other than a conventional sex toy.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: "object penetration" for kink_bingo, woo! and this is my last fic, just under the wire, for G_K's summer fill fest.

on ao3


Glittering Gold )
silentdescant: (gone up in smoke)
title: Up In Smoke
pairing: Adam/Brad
rating: R
words: 1260
warning: angst, infidelity, jealousy, references to homophobia
summary: For the prompt on Glam_Kink: 5 times Brad almost walked out on Adam, and one time he did.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n:

on ao3


Up In Smoke )
silentdescant: (his boy)
title: The Right Moment
pairing: Adam/Brad
rating: R
words: 680
warning: D/s collaring
summary: for this prompt on Glam_Kink: Adam collaring Brad for the first time.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.

on ao3


The Right Moment )

Fic: Glow

Jul. 7th, 2011 11:24 pm
silentdescant: (need you like air)
title: Glow
pairing: Adam/Tommy
rating: NC-17
words: 1018
warning: exhibitionism
summary: For this prompt on Glam_Kink: Late night under the stars, with the wind crashing waves against the beach. High from the tour & great pot, Adam is stretched out, his hands digging into Tommy's hips as Tommy rides him. Bonfire, voyeurs watching them.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: Oh look at that, I have "exhibitionism" as a kink_bingo square. :D Also, I love vivid prompts like this, I knew I had to write a fill as soon as I read the comment.

on ao3


Glow )
silentdescant: (gone up in smoke)
title: Reunion
pairing: Adam/Brad
rating: R
words: 890
warning: *deathfic*, angst
summary: A hospital room is not where Brad imagined this reunion taking place.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: DON'T KILL ME. I'm sorry. I love deathfic, though, it's so cathartic. I had to do it.

on ao3


Reunion )

Fic: Life

Jul. 5th, 2011 01:19 pm
silentdescant: (need you like air)
title: Life
pairing: Adam/Tommy
rating: R
words: 742
warning: D/s, bloodplay, cutting, scars
summary: for this prompt on Glam_Kink: Something involving knifeplay and handcuffs. Dominant Adam.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: Also for my kink_bingo square of "scars/scarification"

on ao3


Life )
silentdescant: (his boy)
title: Just Me and You
pairing: Adam/Brad
rating: NC-17
words: 1090
warning: D/s, manhandling, semipublic sex, mild humiliation
summary: For this prompt on Glam_Kink: Rough, dirty, rather possessive sex with super toppy Adam. Calling Brad his boy.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: Because [livejournal.com profile] sulwen asked for it, I wrote this as a flashback to my Happenstance universe, set back before Adam was famous when he and Brad were together the first time. Also, this fit in nicely with my kink_bingo square of "wrestling/grinding" (more on the grinding side), so I'm killing all kinds of birds with one stone!

on ao3


Just Me and You )
silentdescant: (Default)
title: Hit the Road, Jack
pairing: Tommy/OMC, Adam/Tommy implied
rating: R
words: 795
warning: dubcon, really persistent guy
summary: For this prompt on Glam_Kink. Nobody takes advantage of Adam's boy.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.

on ao3


Hit the Road, Jack )
silentdescant: (need you like air)
title: So High
pairing: Adam/Tommy
rating: NC-17
words: 980
warning: sex on a hotel balcony
summary: for this prompt on Glam_Kink: Tommy has a fear of heights, but he's never revealed to Adam just how bad it really is, he also gets off on fear a bit. Adam & him end up fucking on top of a rooftop, cliff, balcony wherever. I would like it to focus on the differing sensations, fear vs. adreline rush.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: This isn't exactly what the prompt specified, but hopefully it's close enough to satisfy some people. Also, I'm using this for my kink_bingo "in public" square!

on ao3


So High )

Fic: Small

Jun. 29th, 2011 02:32 am
silentdescant: (save my soul)
title: Small
pairing: Tommy gen, vague Adam/Tommy
rating: R
words: 904
warning: anorexia, health/body image issues, angst
summary: For the Glam_Kink prompt: Every time Tommy feels things are getting out of control in his life, he stops eating. I'd like the focus to be on how slim and frail he looks.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n:

on ao3


Small )

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