silentdescant: (dirty sexy beaten loved)
title: Sex and Violence
pairing: Frank/Gerard
rating: NC-17
words: 2500
warning: rough sex, blood kink, violence
summary: Frank needs to work out a little anger.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: This is for the lovely and talented [ profile] blue_soaring, who knew exactly which fic ideas would entice me. Happy belated birthday! ♥ ♥ ♥

on ao3

Sex and Violence )
silentdescant: (killjoys)
I went to see MCR in Seattle the other night! It was kind of spur of the moment (only bought the tickets last week or so), and I was SO THANKFUL, because I really thought I wouldn't get to see them again before, like... they went back to the studio and wrote a new album and started touring on THAT. so I was very glad. It was not the greatest concert experience, tbh, but MCR was AMAZING.

mcr stuff )

BUT OKAY. this is where I talk about blink a little bit, and I must warn you that I DO NOT LIKE BLINK-182, AND I DON'T WANT TO OFFEND BUT I JUST DON'T LIKE THEM OR THEIR MUSIC. I get that they were big when I was... not old enough to be into bands, so I missed out or whatever. but I have had people (tony) TRY to convert me and he failed. utterly. because I don't like them. so okay, you have been warned. maybe skip this if you love them. blink stuff )

then there was some stuff and some traffic because lol this venue made some awful roadblock choices and the whole way home my dad talked about gerard and queen and freddie mercury being flamboyant and it was great! and at home my mom was still up so we did a little recap for her! and I checked out mcr_u even though there were hardly any comments except for like, MY OWN TWEETS, which was amusing to me but kinda sad (lol time zones) but then there was this thing about a rumor about a drummer being fired.

pedicone stuff )

sorry for... such a craptastic review. it wasn't as overwhelming as my show in the pit on the world contamination tour. it was awesome, but not overwhelming. and my resentment for the asshole blink fans around me kind of killed the mood after. and then all the drummer stuff. this was meant to be a super happy post, but it just didn't turn out that way. but mcr is fucking great and they're going to keep being fucking great, and they're only going to get better from here. this band has proven itself to survive highs and lows, and i trust them.
silentdescant: (we'll love again and we'll laugh again)
title: Moonlight Model
pairing: Frank/Gerard
rating: NC-17
words: 1400
warning: cameras, tiny bit of roleplay
summary: Frank's a photographer. Gerard's a model. Only not really.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: Some off the cuff porn for a kink bingo square: pictures!

on ao3

Moonlight Model )
silentdescant: (join the black parade)
OMG. So... I saw My Chemical Romance for the first time. It was my first rock show, and it was my first time seeing MCR, and it was my first time SKIPPING CLASS (lol, I'm such a good girl) and it was amazing. My pictures are kinda crap but that's okay, I know other people took better ones. I think I sent everything I took to twitter, so I'll just link to them there. PREPARE FOR LOTS AND LOTS OF RAMBLING. no, srsly, this is like 5,800 words of rambling (oh my god, self, r u srs?). I tried to kinda divide it into sections so it's not just a giant wall of text, lol. SO, HERE WE GO.

the day before, preparing the day of, and the line )

before the show, The Architects, Thursday, drunk lady )

the show, random observations, THE BOYS ARE GORGEOUS, lots and lots of Frank, this is the section with tweets and pictures and the stuff you actually care about )

merch/the pit )

after the concert )

the next day )

I'm still pretty sore, I have a blue bruise on my arm, and I'm still tired. My ears aren't fully back to normal yet. I lost 2.5 pounds (lol yay). I wrote a TON of notes to myself last night and I think I covered pretty much everything I meant to. I just rambled SO MUCH, this is ridiculous.

I'm SO GLAD MCR was my first rock show experience. It was an amazing, amazing show, with SO MANY of my absolute favorite songs, and I got really close to the barrier in front of my favorite person (somewhere close to this person because while I didn't get the water, I was right there next to where he threw it), and it was just... amazing. Awesome, in the true sense of the word. The crowd was, for the most part, really excellent to each other, and I pushed myself way past my comfort zone of not touching people and enjoyed the hell out of it, and being in the pit at a rock show was one of my ~life experiences I needed to do before, y'know, I die, and I did it at my VERY FIRST SHOW, with my VERY FAVORITE BAND. I just can't even. I'm so grateful for the whole experience. I WOULD do it again, but maybe not for MCR if I see them again soon, because the next time I see them (BECAUSE I WILL SEE THEM AGAIN, I MUST), I think I want to be in the balcony or something, where there's a little more breathing room and I can actually focus on the stage and not just surviving, you know? But now that I know I CAN survive the pit, it's definitely something I would do again. SO MUCH LOVE. Thank you guys so much for your concert tips, I really really appreciated it so much (lol I'm such a crazy person about being unprepared) and I'm sorry I didn't get to hang out with ppl more before or after ([ profile] erraticonstilts, I wish we'd been able to meet! [ profile] dancinbutterfly, we shall have to hang out sometime later!), but it was just really fantastic overall. Amazing experience.


my thread: here.

Fic: Family

May. 8th, 2011 12:20 am
silentdescant: (mikeyway)
title: Family
pairing: Frank/Gerard/Mikey
rating: PG
words: 274
warning: incest, threesome
summary: Mr. and Mrs. Way invite the boys over for dinner.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: Yet another timestamp fic! This one is for [ profile] mourning_night, who asked for a month after Choice. It's kind of short. /o\

on ao3

Family )


Apr. 17th, 2011 03:07 pm
silentdescant: (consigliere)
so... I decided to do that WIP meme I've seen going around, where you post a single line from a fic with no context. uh. this is gonna be long. I have a lot of WIPs. LOL I'm just gonna do the ones that are actual fics, though, not the ones that are random bits and pieces that have no actual plot, or the ones that are just outlines. Glam fics first, then MCR. random order, otherwise. wow, there's a lot here.

Post 1 line from your WIPs, no context, just one sentence:

GLAM - 16 fics, lol )

MCR - 31 fics omg )

so what can we learn from these? I WRITE A LOT OF ANGST. Frank and Tommy get hurt a lot. LOL some of these fics will probably never be finished and/or posted, jsyk. a few aren't fit for the public, lol.


Mar. 10th, 2011 12:38 pm
silentdescant: (movie script ending)
I've seen this meme a couple of times on my flist. Looked like fun. Here we go. :)

Six pairings I like:
1) Frank/Gerard
2) Adam/Tommy
3) Adam/Brad
4) Adam/Tommy/Brad
5) Frank/Jamia
6) Frank/Lindsey

Three pairings I've abandoned:
7) Ron/Hermione
8) Fred/George
9) Billy/Dom

Three pairings I have never really liked:
10) Frank/Mikey
11) Harry/Draco
12) Mikey/Ray

Two pairings that have piqued my interest:
13) Tommy/Isaac
14) Adam/dominant!OMC

questions! )

IN OTHER NEWS: I am almost almost almost done with this quarter. Spring break starts Tuesday night for me, with a flight home. \o/ I'm excited. I just gotta get through a final exam today, then that's basically it! Besides just going to the last couple classes. Also, a play I wrote is going to be performed on my school's radio station on Sunday night. I'll have more details about that soon, if you'd like to tune in. :)
silentdescant: (dance)
Everyone's been making rec lists for MCR fandom, like, all the must-read stories for newbies. Pretty much everything I would rec has already been recced, SO I decided to do something a little different. I have been told that I write D/s fic pretty well (♥!), but there's some excellent stuff out there that I love to read and reread and reread, fics that inspire me and that I've learned from, so, here's a list of those. It says "multifandom" in the subject line, but it's really only the fandoms and pairings I like, so don't go expecting something varied and diverse. Also, everything here is NC-17 unless otherwise noted.

Lord of the Rings RPS )

LotR RPS is a fandom FULL of excellent BDSM fics, and I'm glad I started out in that fandom. There are far too many to name here (I've gone way past the number I expected to limit myself to anyway), so check out my delicious for more.

My Chemical Romance )

There's something about most of these bandom fics that I can't put my finger on, but they feel different than the lotrips BDSM fics. I don't know why; there's excellent fic in both fandoms. I have less meta about this fandom, apparently. Except that's not exactly true, because I have a ton of meta in my head about the people themselves. I don't know why it feels so different, but it's weirding me out. Anyway, moving on.

There doesn't seem to be quiiiite as much BDSM in this fandom as there was in lotrips, but there's still quite a lot that I have saved to my delicious that I haven't recced here. Check it out. I've been a little lenient with my bdsm tag, though; most of these just have some element (sometimes a pretty vague element) of D/s.

Adam Lambert (and Co.) )

And as always, there's more to be found at my delicious! Also, there's a surprising amount of good stuff over at the [ profile] glam_kink meme. I like how kinky this fandom seems to be, and how, even if Adam isn't all that kinky in real life, he makes it easy to push him to that extreme in fiction.

That pretty much concludes this rec list. Hopefully I rambled enough-but-not-too-much for you. :) This was really a lot of fun, because I had an excuse to reread some really good fic. Especially in lotrips; I haven't read much in that fandom in a long time, so it was good to revisit. Oh, and if you have any other must-read BDSM fics, please link me to them! I'm always up for more good kinkfic.

ETA (April 2011): This list, especially in Adam fandom, is not up to date at all. A lot of really excellent BDSM fics have been posted since I wrote this post, and I've saved some of them to my delicious and some of them to my AO3 bookmarks if you'd like to go looking for them. I'll probably do an updated D/s reclist at some point, and I'll link to it here when I do.

Fic: Choice

Aug. 2nd, 2010 04:23 pm
silentdescant: (mikeyway)
title: Choice
pairing: Frank/Mikey, Gerard/Frank/Mikey
rating: PG-13/R
words: 1460
warning: incest
summary: Frank can't keep his crush a secret.
disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. Don't Google yourself.
a/n: This is for [ profile] sleepingcities, for the [ profile] waysplusone fic exchange. I hope you like it. :D?

Choice )

fic: Pack

Jul. 2nd, 2010 06:31 pm
silentdescant: (a kiss and i will surrender)
title: Pack
pairing: Frank/Gerard
rating: PG-13
words: 1300
warning: werewolves, slight Dom/sub
summary: Frank's a very playful werewolf.
a/n: for my kink bingo square of "possession/marking", [ profile] spuzz requested something involving werewolves. since it is her birthday today, I figured I should fill that request. ♥

Pack )


May. 6th, 2010 11:57 pm
silentdescant: (superhappy dom)
roomie just shared this video with me. (she is the best roomie.)

AWWWWWWWWWWW. so cute. soooo cute.

okay, I doubt anyone is surprised, but I want someone to write me fic where Frank is Gerard's puppy. (or Gerard's puppy turned human? either way, he was a puppy first.) YOU KNOW HE'S GOT THE PUPPY-LIKE ADORATION ALREADY. and all he wants is to sit on Gerard and get Gerard to pet his ears and scratch under his chin. and he follows Gerard around the house, and sits at his feet while he's drawing. and somehow steals the whole bed at night, and makes pitiful faces at his dog dish until Gerard gives him people food. yeah, somebody needs to write that. what kind of dog would Frank be?

ps: [ profile] fleurdeliser retweeted this link on twitter. ALSO ADORABLE.
silentdescant: (a kiss and i will surrender)
title: Reminder
pairing: Frank/Gerard
rating: R/NC-17 (no explicit sex, but a very sexual situation)
words: 1200
warning: D/s, sensory deprivation
summary: Frank needs to remember why he submits to Gerard.
disclaimer: very much untrue, also I wrote it in like an hour, so there're probably some mistakes.
a/n: this is for [ profile] strobelighted, who requested "more OTP D/s" which is always right up my alley. this also fits one of my kink bingo squares, "sensory deprivation", yay!

Reminder )
silentdescant: (consigliere)
The deadline for bbb drafts is a week from Friday. I'm not at 20k yet, and I'm even further away from having a semi-complete draft, so I need to get my ass in gear. But I thought I would procrastinate post this little picspam of inspirational things that relate to my story. There's a few bandom pictures in here, but mostly it's things I found on tumblr or inspireplease. All, surprisingly, safe for work.

fun stuff

Apr. 12th, 2010 12:03 pm
silentdescant: (so long and goodnight)
that icon meme everybody's doing. except it works better when you guys do it because YOU ALL HAVE MORE ICONS THAN ME ;____; but I will try to make do. I used more than one for a few questions because I didn't want any of my icons feeling left out. :P

meme! )

- with the lights on has a bigbang sequel: down to the water. girl!Gee/Frank, sooooo amazing. lots of Frank not knowing how to help, and that's really all he wants, is to help. I just reread the first one, too, and nnngh that's good. super hot sex, and I love both of them as characters. I wish I could say this is the best porn I've read recently, because it is amazing, but the problem is that I've read some other really awesome porn and then I couldn't decide. I will just say that it's the best het porn I've read recently.
- some really awesome historical fluffy backstory to go with I Was Your Silver Lining. knowing what happens next in the timeline is kind of heartbreaking, but this little glimpse is so great, how they're just so young and in love and happy. that makes me smile. :)
- also I reread To Cast Turpentine Kisses last night, because bandom needs moar kinkfic and nnngh it is so good. hello, awesome D/s relationship PLUS teacher/student angst. kiiind of makes me want to pick up (and catch up) lotruniversity again. (why was kink so abundant in lotrips but so hard to find in bandom? not fair!)
- another two fics I reread because I wanted something kinky: As Mine See It, where FRANK WEARS A COLLAR IN PUBLIC, okay, I love this fic a lot, and also Burn, where Frank is a total size queen and it is really hot.
- [ profile] bexless posted a fic today and that is always exciting. kind of a crossover with American Idol and MCR, even though that isn't much of a crossover and is just more like real life. but anyway, it's Adam Lambert/Frank/Gerard, and don't worry, the OTP is still very much intact, and it is basically just SUPER HOT because it is set during Projekt Revolution when Frank was for all intents and purposes in heat. Pinch Hitter. it's hot.

plus, okay, she has a really great primer picspam to explain the situation. and I don't know about you guys, but I loooove primer picspams (and I hope people will make more once we start getting new pictures), and I'm always tickled by the way Bex explains all these people to newcomers. plus, nnngh Frank and Gee need to get on stage asap. PLUS it keeps flashing through my mind, all the times they've said that ProRev was their favorite tour and they had the time of their lives (while groping and kissing each other--oh hey, did you know Gerard got MARRIED during all that as well?!) and how it kind of got back to being fun again, and sorry but I just need to flail for a moment because OMG I hope they remember that when they start touring again. because seriously, it was the best for us too.

also I know I've mentioned rereading unholyverse about a million times but I will rec that fic forever, to anyone, because it is one of my absolute favorites. and okay yes, not all of these fics are new, but they are all good and they're some of what I've been reading recently while waiting for the mcr bigbangs to be posted.

so yesterday I didn't work on my big bang but I wrote 2k of something else so I feel kind of accomplished! probably won't get much done today since I need to actually do homework for tomorrow, and today I also have PRACTICUM UGH UGH UGH right after drawing class. I really hope it will not be torture. (ugh practicummmmmm)

ALSO here are a couple pictures I uploaded for [ profile] desfinado of Frank being a snuggle-whore, to go with the picspam theme of Frank being tiny and manhandled and subby, which is basically my favorite theme in the history of ever.

frank is my favorite )
silentdescant: (a kiss and i will surrender)
title: Stepping Up
pairing: Frank/Gerard
rating: NC-17
words: 4700
warning: Stockholm Syndrome. dub-con, handcuffs, D/s, crossdressing, etc.
summary: Promises, Promises-verse. The first time Frank and Gerard have sex, from Gerard's point of view.
disclaimer: very much untrue. please don't google yourself.
a/n: This won't make any sense unless you've read Promises, Promises first. The same warnings apply to this fic, and it is potentially triggery. I know a lot of people really hated Gerard for this scene, and hopefully this ficlet shows why I didn't hate him. That being said, there is still no verbal consent, so if you're touchy about that sort of thing, be warned. I actually wrote this back when I wrote the main fic, but lost my nerve about posting it until now.

Stepping Up )
silentdescant: (a kiss and i will surrender)
title: For The Night
pairing: Frank/Gerard
rating: NC-17
words: 4570
warning: prostitution (in a positive light)
summary: “I’ll do anything, within reason. As long as you pay me for it.”
disclaimer: all made up. don't google yourself.
a/n: This is for the kinkbingo "prostitution" square. This fic's been sitting half-finished for like, months, and I finally just now decided how to finish it. \o/ Here is my kinkbingo card. I totally fail at doing things in straight lines. /o\ (pink = in-progress, by the way.)

For The Night )
silentdescant: (consigliere)
title: That Empty Place
pairing: Frank/Gerard (implied)
rating: R
words: 637
warning: violence, past character death
summary: He lifts the gun up to his face, tilts it until the desk lamp reflects off the gleaming silver barrel and flashes into his eyes. He’s kept it in pristine condition since it came into his possession.
disclaimer: very much untrue. please don't google yourself.
a/n: Another ficlet set in my mafiaverse, after the main story. You probably don't want to read this unless you've read that, since this spoils the ending. I wrote this for the kinkbingo square of "gunplay", though it's not really that kinky, but I hope it works anyway. I was writing something completely different for that square, but I like this ficlet so much more.

That Empty Place )
silentdescant: (we'll love again and we'll laugh again)
I was feeling a bit blah about my bbb fic today, and I haven't written anything else in a disappointly long time, so I asked my twitter list for drabble requests. Only, I kind of fail at keeping things short, so these all turned into little ficlets.

for [ profile] spuzz: werewolves and/or domestic!fic and/or kid!fic

Hi, I'm a Teenage Werewolf - 1230 words )

for [ profile] strobelighted: Frank/Gerard, Frank as a conman

For A Price - 655 words )

for [ profile] fleurdeliser: Frank/Gerard, “the wheels on the bus”

Audition - 614 words )

for [ profile] promisethstars: tattoos/piercings (any pairing)

Pumpkin - 434 words )

boring day

Feb. 15th, 2010 09:15 pm
silentdescant: (mikeyway)
First of all, ART AGAIN. I kinda finished that Gerard/Mikey VMan sketch. Tried to fix Gerard a little, though probably not enough. And what is up with Gerard's GIGANTIC HAIR in that picture? Mikey's not nearly as easy for me to draw as Gerard is, for some reason, so he's kind of crap. At least this time I had an eraser and a pencil sharpener. Again, click for bigger.

drawing! )

Anyway, today was pretty boring. I made the trek out to CVS for blank DVDs, and then I just came back and played a million rounds of sudoku while halfheartedly cleaning my desk and listening to The Attack of the Unsinkable Rubber Ducks by Christopher Brookmyre, narrated by Billy Boyd. I highly recommend this book (this audiobook especially, because BILLY! He does really great voices!). I think it's awesome. It's about a psychic and trying to figure out if and how he's tricking people, and it kind of delves into science vs religion as well, which I enjoy but may not be to your taste if you're really religious. But I can't really do much while I'm listening to audiobooks, I pretty much have to sit there and listen otherwise I can't pay attention. Hence the sudoku and finishing that drawing. I have about an hour of the book left to listen to.

After everybody gets back from improv (at 11, I think), we're going to film really quick (REALLY QUICK, OMG I FUCKING HOPE) and then I have to dash across town to the library and edit and burn a DVD (probably until the library closes at 1am). And I have to figure out how to return equipment at 7pm tomorrow when I have class from 5-7:30. They might possibly take it at 4:30 after my previous class, but idk. And if not, I have to leave class early. UGH I HATE THE CAGE.

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