silentdescant: (when i was a young boy)
2010-06-27 11:53 am
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Undertow [art]

Undertow

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I was lucky enough to receive two artists for my story, and both of them blew me away.

art by cool_rain_kiss )


art by kidsxheroes )


[mix]
silentdescant: (hopeless romantics)
2010-06-27 11:06 am
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Undertow [mix]

Undertow

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silentdescant: (we'll love again and we'll laugh again)
2010-05-14 07:10 pm

Drabbles: Secret Admirer, Apocalypse Now

Two polaroid prompt ficlets for [livejournal.com profile] maryangel200. I wrote these in her journal, but figured I should repost them here.


Secret Admierer; high school AU, 287 words, PG )


Apocalypse Now; Frank/Gerard, AU, 296 words, PG-13 )
silentdescant: (a kiss and i will surrender)
2010-05-11 02:45 am

Fic: I Think We're Alone Now

title: I Think We're Alone Now
pairing: Frank/Ray
rating: NC-17
words: 1560
warning: loosely-defined hand fetish
summary: The bus is not a private place. Frank knows this. It doesn’t stop him. Sometimes a guy just needs to stick his fingers in his ass.
disclaimer: entirely untrue. also entirely unbetaed.
a/n: this is for kink bingo. hand fetish. and it completes my first bingo line!!! :D straight verticle line along the right side: hand fetish, film/photography, sensory deprivation, gunplay, and shaving/depilation. whew, just in time before the amnesty deadline (next weekend). \o/ it's kind of great that my go-to scenarios for defeating writer's block are kinky sex scenes.


I Think We're Alone Now )
silentdescant: (superhappy dom)
2010-05-06 11:57 pm

cute

roomie just shared this video with me. (she is the best roomie.)



AWWWWWWWWWWW. so cute. soooo cute.

okay, I doubt anyone is surprised, but I want someone to write me fic where Frank is Gerard's puppy. (or Gerard's puppy turned human? either way, he was a puppy first.) YOU KNOW HE'S GOT THE PUPPY-LIKE ADORATION ALREADY. and all he wants is to sit on Gerard and get Gerard to pet his ears and scratch under his chin. and he follows Gerard around the house, and sits at his feet while he's drawing. and somehow steals the whole bed at night, and makes pitiful faces at his dog dish until Gerard gives him people food. yeah, somebody needs to write that. what kind of dog would Frank be?


ps: [livejournal.com profile] fleurdeliser retweeted this link on twitter. ALSO ADORABLE.
silentdescant: (a kiss and i will surrender)
2010-05-05 12:24 am

Fic: Reminder

title: Reminder
pairing: Frank/Gerard
rating: R/NC-17 (no explicit sex, but a very sexual situation)
words: 1200
warning: D/s, sensory deprivation
summary: Frank needs to remember why he submits to Gerard.
disclaimer: very much untrue, also I wrote it in like an hour, so there're probably some mistakes.
a/n: this is for [livejournal.com profile] strobelighted, who requested "more OTP D/s" which is always right up my alley. this also fits one of my kink bingo squares, "sensory deprivation", yay!


Reminder )
silentdescant: (we'll love again and we'll laugh again)
2010-04-15 12:49 am
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Cover To Cover

Cover To Cover

Band(s): MCR
Pairing(s): Frank/Gerard, Mikey/Alicia, Bob/Brian; Frank/Jepha, Gerard/Brian
Word Count: ~32,600
Rating/Warnings: NC-17, no major warnings
Summary: You've Got Mail AU. Frank owns The Shop Around The Corner, which specializes in classic and rare books, and Gerard is opening up a large branch of Way Books & Café down the street. They meet online and fall in love.

Notes: First of all, thank you to the three or four people on my flist who wanted a You’ve Got Mail AU in the first place. Thank you to [livejournal.com profile] maryangel200 for encouraging me to write it, to [livejournal.com profile] dancinbutterfly for showing me how to make it better, and to [livejournal.com profile] strobelighted for catching the typos and mistakes that I didn't notice. Also, thank you to my mixers, [livejournal.com profile] spuzz and [livejournal.com profile] manipulant, for being super excited about this fic when the summary was posted; that really made me feel great about it. I don’t usually go for writing romantic comedies, so I’m really glad for all this support. I hope you enjoy!

[bbb master post]

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Bonus Tracks/Enhanced Content

Fanmix(es):
Fanmix by [livejournal.com profile] spuzz
Take Your Time by [livejournal.com profile] manipulant
silentdescant: (consigliere)
2010-04-15 12:45 am
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Cover To Cover [part 1]

Cover To Cover

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part 1 )
silentdescant: (xofnstein)
2010-04-15 12:43 am
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Cover To Cover [part 2]

Cover To Cover

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part 2 )
silentdescant: (so long and goodnight)
2010-04-15 12:37 am
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Cover To Cover [part 3]

Cover To Cover

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part 3 )
silentdescant: (we'll love again and we'll laugh again)
2010-04-15 12:33 am
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Cover To Cover [part 4]

Cover To Cover

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part 4 )
silentdescant: (dance)
2010-04-15 12:30 am
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Cover To Cover [mixes]

Cover To Cover

[index] - [one] - [two] - [three] - [four] - [mixes]


I’m sure mixing this fic was kind of hard, because the draft I sent in had basically none of the pseudo-relationship scenes towards the end--seriously, it was only half the length it is now--but wow, [livejournal.com profile] spuzz and [livejournal.com profile] manipulant totally came through, and these songs all fit really well with how the fic turned out in the end.

Fanmix 1 )



Fanmix 2 )
silentdescant: (a kiss and i will surrender)
2010-04-09 08:12 pm

Fic: Stepping Up

title: Stepping Up
pairing: Frank/Gerard
rating: NC-17
words: 4700
warning: Stockholm Syndrome. dub-con, handcuffs, D/s, crossdressing, etc.
summary: Promises, Promises-verse. The first time Frank and Gerard have sex, from Gerard's point of view.
disclaimer: very much untrue. please don't google yourself.
a/n: This won't make any sense unless you've read Promises, Promises first. The same warnings apply to this fic, and it is potentially triggery. I know a lot of people really hated Gerard for this scene, and hopefully this ficlet shows why I didn't hate him. That being said, there is still no verbal consent, so if you're touchy about that sort of thing, be warned. I actually wrote this back when I wrote the main fic, but lost my nerve about posting it until now.


Stepping Up )
silentdescant: (we'll love again and we'll laugh again)
2010-04-08 09:01 am
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amnesia

Okay, so I read Learned Your Name Without Words this morning (Frank/Bob, read it if you haven't), and it got me thinking thinky-thoughts about amnesia fics and what I like. spoilers for that fic, mentions of others amnesia-related things )

I don't know why I just rambled for three paragraphs about amnesia fics. I really need to be taking a shower and reading The Frogs and getting ready to leave in an hour and a half. D:
silentdescant: (a kiss and i will surrender)
2010-04-07 11:56 pm

Fic: For The Night

title: For The Night
pairing: Frank/Gerard
rating: NC-17
words: 4570
warning: prostitution (in a positive light)
summary: “I’ll do anything, within reason. As long as you pay me for it.”
disclaimer: all made up. don't google yourself.
a/n: This is for the kinkbingo "prostitution" square. This fic's been sitting half-finished for like, months, and I finally just now decided how to finish it. \o/ Here is my kinkbingo card. I totally fail at doing things in straight lines. /o\ (pink = in-progress, by the way.)


For The Night )
silentdescant: (a kiss and i will surrender)
2010-02-21 02:44 am

Fic: Cuffs

title: Cuffs
pairing: Dominic Monaghan/Frank Iero (lotrips/bandom crossover)
rating: R
words: 700
warning: handcuffs
summary: “What do you get out of it?” he asks, giving the cuff a gentle tug.
disclaimer: I don't own these boys, and I don't think they've ever even met in real life.
a/n: This is a little ficlet in my totally self-indulgent Dom/Frank universe. For those on either side of the fandom divide that don't know: this is Frank, and this is Dominic. For the purposes of this ficlet, you should know that Dom almost always wears cuffs, bracelets, or bands around his wrists. I have a fair amount of this universe actually written, but I keep forgetting that I haven't posted it. This ficlet was written for the kinkbingo square of "bondage (wrist restraints)".


Cuffs )
silentdescant: (a kiss and i will surrender)
2010-02-13 07:07 pm

Fic: Toys to Play With

I'm finally reposting my [livejournal.com profile] no_tags fic! Now I've got to reply to all the comments... so laaaate. /o\

Title: Toys to Play With
Pairing/Prompt: 38. Frank/Jamia/Gerard, pegging
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Mild D/s themes
Notes: Thank you to [livejournal.com profile] wonder_walldbc and [livejournal.com profile] maryangel200. :) Originally posted here.


Toys to Play With )
silentdescant: (so long and goodnight)
2010-02-13 01:05 am
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art

blah blah blah, filmed some stuff today. feet hurt a lot. super tired. had that VMan photo open in a tab, so I decided to draw it.

this is just Gerard, but as you can see, Mikey's sketched in there (kinda) so I'll probably come back to it eventually. took me maybe a couple of hours. done in pencil. can't find my sharpener or my eraser, and for some reason I only used a dark and a light pencil instead of my whole set (idek, I'm really tired), so that's why it's kinda crappy. need to fix some things, like his weirdo cheekbone. and lips. and nose. and uh, blue sketchy Mikey (sry, Mikey).

woo, art! )


even though it's uh, not the best, I feel really good about it. haven't drawn anything in AGES so... yeah. this was good. put on my streaming radio station from home and just kinda zoned out. needed that right now. \o/

shit, I just realized I kinda fucked myself over in terms of smudging.... I'm right-handed. oops.
silentdescant: (a kiss and i will surrender)
2010-02-04 12:18 am

Fic: Cocksucker

title: Cocksucker
pairing: Frank/OMC, Frank/Gerard
rating: NC-17
words: 2300
warning: Gerard watches Frank give a guy a blowjob in front of other people. Also, mentions of drug use.
summary: Gerard feels like the breath has been kicked out of him. He stares down at Frank’s pink, wet lips and his hollowed cheeks as he goes down.
disclaimer: I don't own these guys (though Joe is an original character). Take Mikeyway's advice and don't Google yourself.
a/n: Finally, I'm writing porn again. \o/


Cocksucker )
silentdescant: (we'll love again and we'll laugh again)
2010-02-02 01:23 am
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old fic rec

okay, so i don't have anything useful to say except holy fuck how have i seriously NOT READ THIS BEFORE? tie your monster down by [livejournal.com profile] stereomer, and it's basically everything i ever want out of a fic, and SOMEHOW I'VE SKIPPED OVER IT UNTIL NOW, IDEK. and even though i'm pretty much positive i'm the only one on my bandom flist late to this party, i still have to rec it here.

THEY ARE SPIES, OKAY. DYSFUNCTIONAL, ADORABLE, BADASS SPIES. oh my god i can't even. i just love it way too much. there are parts that are laugh-out-loud funny, and parts that are kind of heartbreaking and sad with the pining and everything, and then, uh... there's a torture sequence that i actually had to stop reading. there are very few things that squick me enough to STOP READING and put it down and back away for a moment, but wow, this was a really good torture scene. i went back to it (obviously), but with my hands clenched into fists and covering my mouth, because HOLY CRAP. (yeah, i'm somewhat squicked by a torture scene, i get the irony here).

but omg such a fun fic, such an awesome, fantastic fic. I LOVE IT A LOT. i feel like my birthday has come early. don't you know i love action AUs? with SPIES? and GUNS? and MYSTERIES? and i think frank even has a bit of a pain kink. it's like all of my favorite elements stuffed into one fic by an awesome author. i just can't even deal, i'm so excited about this. i'm gonna reread it probably uh, tomorrow. i feel so late to this party! why have i never read this before? what is wrong with me?! don't make fun of me. i get excited about these things. i can't believe i haven't read it until now.

ps: if you're friends with [livejournal.com profile] mrsronweasley, read everything mentioned here or your bandom experience will be forever incomplete. i'm probably going to actually bookmark that post on my phone so i have easy links to all my favorite fics. seriously. oh god, i love bandom.