with words I thought I'd never speak

Drabbles and ficlets from various memes. This way I can link to them in my index, and they're all public.

Timestamp meme

for strobelighted, university AU, 4 months after that event.

( Frank's been quiet all day )


for strobelighted, Guilt, 1 year later.

( Frank dials Gerard's number from memory )


Prompt meme

for maryangel200, "Frank making soup for Gerard because he's sick. It's disgusting but Gerard loves his tiny boyfriend and doesn't want to hurt his feelings."

( Frank hears Gerard coughing )


for runauberginerun, "Bob/Frank; Frank has a thing for Bob's beard, Bob thinks Frank just wants tips to grow one himself (spoiler: Frank really wants into Bob's pants)."

( It gets to the point that Bob has to say something. )


for dancinbutterfly, "Can I have lovingDom!Brian/sub!Gerard please with um *coughs more* begging on Gerard's part and dirty talk on Brian's?"

( Gerard gets a little desperate )


for morebliss, "a day in the life of MCR on tour", photo prompt.

( Gerard spends the entire day taking pictures. )


for jrho, "Bob/Frank where Frank messes up Bob's back by jumping on him one too many times. Frank makes it up to Bob with his awesome massage skills."

( Frank jumping on Bob's back isn't unusual. )


for msilverstar, "How about a first-time thing, maybe Jamia thinks that Gerard is gay?"

( It's fun to watch them )


for strobelighted, "Frank/Gerard, fighting zombies."

( Frank paces in front of the window )


for fleurdeliser, "Frank/Gerard (LOL AS IF IT WOULD BE ANYTHING ELSE) - Frank gets a new tattoo"

(  Oh, man, this'll be so cool!  )


for maryangel200, "Frank/Gerard, picking their Halloween costumes together."

( Besides rock shows and dirty clubs )


bandomkinkmeme, this thread

"Frank/Gerard, roleplaying. :DDD Maybe Gerard is the superhero and Frank is the damsel in distress. Maybe Frank is the robot and Gerard is his creator, who's teaching him how to be human. Maybe Frank is the vampire master and Gerard is his supplicant. In any case, they play." [bloodplay, NC-17]


( Frank's hand curls around the back of Gerard's neck )


And I think that gets me all caught up except for whatever turns up in my previous post! I feel so much better now, having all these in one place. :P

You guys know I write a lot. In chronological order (except for the co-written ones):

( the fics! )


And now that I've refreshed your memory on all the crap I've written, here's the meme that's been going around!

( the fic meme! )


Look at all that fic! I'm surprised how much I packed into this year. hahaha

title: Downtime is Our Time
pairing: Bob/Frank
rating: PG
words: ~1400
warning: lots and lots of fluff
prompt/summary: 24 - Bob/Frank: being domestic on the bus (possibly this is a source of amusement for the others; naturally they don't give a fuck)
disclaimer: all made up. don't google yourself.
a/n: this is for curtainfic, and thank you to maryangel200 for both organizing the challenge and looking this fic over. :)


( Downtime is Our Time )

title: Exposure
pairing: Frank/Gerard
rating: NC-17
words: 2400+
warning: photography, unprotected sex, mild D/s tones
summary: Frank poses for a photoshoot for Gerard.
disclaimer: this is untrue. don't google yourself.
a/n: this was written for my kinkbingo square of "film/photography". which happens to be on completely different rows and columns than the "piercing" square, because apparently I don't know how to play bingo efficiently. oops. also, writing this felt weirdly like deja-vu because I once wrote a lotrips fic similar to this one, with an explicit photoshoot. anyway, enough jabbering and onto the fic! thank you to maryangel200 for the quick read. :D


( Exposure )

i really need to go over my script and print it out before i leave for class in an hour. but i kind of can't stop staring at THESE GQ MFs.

(direct linking, oh what fun! don't tell.)

( PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES, THANK YOU AP MAGAZINE )

they are totally a gang of hardcore cupcakes. which marie says taste the best. I MUST AGREE.

title: Cold
pairing: Frank/Gerard(-ish)
rating: PG
words: 300 (SUPER SHORT)
summary: He can almost feel Gerard’s warmth from a few inches away, and he wants to huddle closer.
disclaimer: possibly very close to true. but it came from my head.
a/n: I've been torturing Frank kind of a lot, and I just needed to do something fluffy, because when it comes to Frank and Gerard in real life, how much fluffier can you get? This is super super short and random.


( Cold )

title: Hearts of Gold
pairing: Frank/Gerard (implied? but mostly gen)
rating: PG-13
words: 500+
summary: Leverage AU where the boys are a gang of Robin Hood-type criminals that steal from the rich when the poor are in trouble.
a/n: this is because strobelighted wanted a Leverage AU. you don't need to have seen the show to read this, but you might understand their positions more if you have. it's super short and there's not even a plot; this was just something I wrote to get a feel for the characters, test them out. I haven't thought of a plot for them yet. :( if I do, maybe I'll continue in this verse. this bit isn't very Frank/Gerard-ish, but if I ever write more of this, it will be.


( Hearts of Gold )

So here's the deal!

I'm only writing MCR, and that includes wives, just no other bands. I mostly like Frank/Gerard or Frank/Bob, or any of the guys with their wives. I'll write pretty much any pairing, though, including Waycest, but especially if it involves Frank. I don't want to write anything crazy long; I have enough epic-length fics in progress already. This is for short little ficlets or drabbles. There is no limit to how kinky or not-kinky it could be.

I will write (or try to write) outtake scenes from fics I've posted (mafia, stockholm, whatever else), if you ask for that, or even for fics I have in progress, if you're one of the people that knows about them.

So that's not a whole lot of rules, right? I don't think so. I'm pretty open to most anything. So prompt me with words, scenarios, pictures, ideas, whatever. Or you can write something with me in the comments, because I love doing that, and a lot of you guys are fantastic writers and I love collaborating with you.

I'm so easy to convince to write things, so have at it.

I'm not going to say "I'm only doing the first 20" or whatever, but I won't promise to do every prompt either.

title: Promises, Promises (Don’t Send Me Back In 30 Days)

warning: Strong non-con/dub-con scenes; potential squicks and triggers. Stockholm Syndrome; non-con/dub-con sex (oral and penetrative); Dominance/submission; bondage (handcuffs); forced cross-dressing/feminization; criminal activity; violence; blood/bruising; handwaving elements of the American justice system.

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( Promises, Promises )

title: Promises, Promises (Don’t Send Me Back In 30 Days)
pairing: Frank/Gerard
rating: NC-17
words: 26,300
prompt: Stockholm Syndrome
warning: Strong non-con/dub-con scenes; potential squicks and triggers. Stockholm Syndrome; non-con/dub-con sex (oral and penetrative); Dominance/submission; bondage (handcuffs); forced cross-dressing/feminization; criminal activity; violence; blood/bruising; handwaving elements of the American justice system.
summary: “Sources on our investigative team say this was a bank robbery gone wrong, and that, when faced with a police task force surrounding the building, the suspect grabbed the nearest person and is now holding that young man at gunpoint as he makes his getaway.”
disclaimer: this is an AU, so it’s obviously not true. I don’t own any of the people involved, and I’m not making any profit from this. Also, my knowledge of the justice system is pretty limited, so take everything in that regard with a grain of salt.
a/n: Written for the bandom_hc challenge. Extra special thanks to my betas! Especially giddy_london, who is always amazingly helpful and articulate to the extreme (if I can satisfy a person with an English degree, then I’m happy!), and will ramble at me about characterization and plot for hours. And tuesdaysgone, who caught everything I still missed and has really awesome attention to detail. ♥ Thanks to everyone who encouraged me during the challenge when I seriously thought I wasn't going to make it, and thanks to philosiraptors, who wanted this fic in the first place. I hope it lives up to your expectations! :)

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( Promises, Promises )