with words I thought I'd never speak

title: Oh, Baby, Baby
pairing: Adam/Tommy
rating: NC-17
words: 1700
warning: werewolves, knotting, comeplay, bloodplay
summary: ...the sound of drums, or maybe just his heartbeat--or maybe Adam's heartbeat, reverberating through Tommy's body. The words big and stretchedand hurt. It's all too much, but he can't wait--can't fucking wait for more.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: this is for my awesome girl sulwen because she likes werewolves. totally off the cuff and unbetad. :P

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( Oh, Baby, Baby )

Well, it is a new year. It is the year of graduation and jobs and a new place to live. It is also the year of new music and tour from Adam, which I am REALLY excited about. I don't expect new music from MCR, but I'm still holding out hope for videos and comics and whatever else those boys come up with (I can't imagine they'll hibernate for long). I want to do things like eat healthier and lose weight (I did both this past year, but it's hard to stick to, and I want to get better at the sticking to it part). I also want to be more social (I definitely started that this past year, but I can do better), and meet some online friends, now that I know some people in kind-of-my area. I want to write more, although that sounds silly when you read onto this next bit of the post. I want to write some original fic, though, and that's always hard to stick to, for me.

But check this out. I was going to do that end of the year fic meme that I saw a couple people fill out, but it wasn't working for me, so I just tallied things up instead. I wrote and posted 46 fics, two of which were co-written with sulwen (and one of those was for the sick!Frank challenge at yobrothatssick). One was a 41k fic for lambliffbigbang and one was a 25k fic for bandombigbang. 15 fics were for the summer fill fest at glam_kink (and they're having a new year fill fest now, you should check that out). But this is the really shocking (to me) part: my wordcount totals.

solo posted fic: 122,053
posted fic with sulwen: 20,883
(which brings my total posted fic to 142,936 words)

But that's not all. I mean, I am SHOCKED that I wrote more than 120k this year on my own. But listen to this. sulwen and I were both signed up for LBB again, and we both had problems with our fics, and on the very same day, we both planned to drop out of the challenge (which I hate doing). So to keep from dropping out, we teamed up and started outlining the fic we had both dreamed of, the one nobody would ever in a million years write for us. This was in October. Since then (and the fic is only about 80% finished so far), we have written about 124,500 words together on it. That's almost the same as I wrote solo all year. My mind was blown. Especially once I added all my writing solo and with her together: 267,436. That is a fucking ridiculous amount of words, you guys. I'm pretty pleased. It's hard for me to even remember writing all those fics earlier in the year, because our LBB took over my life, and I can't even think about what it was like before it wasn't a part of my life. That and all our notfic which we desperately want to write but can't until LBB is finished. Finding an amazing writing partner is pretty much the best thing ever. We are constantly inspired to write more.

So for the new year, the pressure is on. We have to finish our LBB by our posting date in January, and we each have a bandomreversebb fic to work on, and I have to get everything together to shoot my film in February (and March). And then I have to find a job and a place to live and graduate, holy fuck. More immediately: I have to pack. I've been home since Thanksgiving and I'm heading back to Savannah at ass o'clock in the morning tomorrow. Then all that other shit can start.

Overall, I think it's been a great year. But I have high hopes for this next one. :)


btw, all of my bandom and glam fic is up at archive of our own, and all my cowritten fic with sulwen is and will be posted there exlusively. I will probably keep posting solo fic there and here on lj for the foreseeable future. If I ever get the time, I'll work on transferring all my lotrips fic over to AO3 as well, so everything can be in one place, but who knows when that will happen. :P

♥

title: Treasure
pairing: Adam/Tommy
rating: NC-17
words: 1400
warning: bondage, fluff
summary: Tommy’s laced up like a ballerina in pointed shoes.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: this is for sulwen, because it was inspired by a series of kind of graphic text messages. and a special thank you to random_yayness for telling me how to make blowjobs hot. because apparently I forgot. ♥

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( Treasure )

title: Working
pairing: Adam/Tommy/Brad
rating: PG-13
words: 380
warning: established threesome, reference to power dynamics
summary: Things are fine, but not without a little work.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: Happenstance ficlet! A little glimpse into their relationship. Inspired by Brad building hype for his new webseries.

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( Working )

title: Are We Human
pairing: Adam/Tommy
rating: NC-17
words: 1230
warning: movie universe crossover, pwp funky blowjob
summary: The lipstick isn’t just black; the boy’s lips are covered in tiny metal spikes, and they clink when he raises his glass to drink.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: This was inspired by an image from Jessie J's music video for "Do It Like A Dude", because who else do we know that likes to wear black lipstick? I realized once I started writing that I was basically writing a Matrix AU. This takes place in the "real world" underground city of Zion.

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( Are We Human )

title: Up In Smoke
pairing: Adam/Brad
rating: R
words: 1260
warning: angst, infidelity, jealousy, references to homophobia
summary: For the prompt on Glam_Kink: 5 times Brad almost walked out on Adam, and one time he did.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n:

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( Up In Smoke )

title: Glow
pairing: Adam/Tommy
rating: NC-17
words: 1018
warning: exhibitionism
summary: For this prompt on Glam_Kink: Late night under the stars, with the wind crashing waves against the beach. High from the tour & great pot, Adam is stretched out, his hands digging into Tommy's hips as Tommy rides him. Bonfire, voyeurs watching them.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: Oh look at that, I have "exhibitionism" as a kink_bingo square. :D Also, I love vivid prompts like this, I knew I had to write a fill as soon as I read the comment.

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( Glow )

title: Life
pairing: Adam/Tommy
rating: R
words: 742
warning: D/s, bloodplay, cutting, scars
summary: for this prompt on Glam_Kink: Something involving knifeplay and handcuffs. Dominant Adam.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: Also for my kink_bingo square of "scars/scarification"

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( Life )

title: Hit the Road, Jack
pairing: Tommy/OMC, Adam/Tommy implied
rating: R
words: 795
warning: dubcon, really persistent guy
summary: For this prompt on Glam_Kink. Nobody takes advantage of Adam's boy.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.

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( Hit the Road, Jack )

title: Small
pairing: Tommy gen, vague Adam/Tommy
rating: R
words: 904
warning: anorexia, health/body image issues, angst
summary: For the Glam_Kink prompt: Every time Tommy feels things are getting out of control in his life, he stops eating. I'd like the focus to be on how slim and frail he looks.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n:

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( Small )