holiday

Dec. 20th, 2007 12:18 am
silentdescant: (merry christmas)
I've been held captive and forced to clean the house for about a week, I think. and it just finished barely under the wire before we went to pick up my grandparents from the airport. (did that sentence make sense? i don't even really care...) anyway, they're here now, which will probably mean significantly less computer time. woe.

my friend came over on Sunday/Monday to help clean, and she actually helped a lot. I dunno what specifically she did, but it was good. lol. and then we stayed up until, like, 2am or something, talking. it's been so long since we've had more than 20 minutes alone together. i found out i still have opinions that differ a bit--okay, quite a lot--from hers, about marriage and sex and love and that sort of thing, but okay, whatever. >.< at least we can still kinda talk about it.

and since I don't think I ever posted about my grades, here they are (the official ones): Math = B, Italian = A-, and Studio = A. not bad, even though I'm a bit miffed about the B. >.< for that weekend class, I just got a P, for passing grade, but omg I'm so annoyed about that still. *kicks the teacher*

fandom: I'm so very happy about the Hobbit news. I'm fully willing to wait until PJ is available to direct, though. but at least he's involved, and that is very good news indeed. and I realized a while ago that even if Billy and Dom aren't involved in the actual movies, they'll probably turn up for the premieres, which would be very awesome as well. :D

so, happy holidays, everyone, and hopefully I'll still be somewhat available online between now and Christmas.
silentdescant: (to do list)
and so much stuff has happened! first of all, in TV land...

- The Office: Casino Night - OMG JIM. CRYING. LOVE. AWWWWWWW. ♥ SO MUCH.
- The Beatles' Help! movie - CRACKTASTIC. I think the best part was watching them mess around in the snow, LOL.
- the Monk and Psych holiday specials - were nothing really special. >.< but any new Psych is good, because it is adorable. :P

in the mail today came the movies Reign Over Me, which looked really good, so I can't wait to watch it, and THE FLYING SCOTSMAN. YAY!!! I also have Hairspray from the store, and that really has to go back, but I haven't watched it yet...

in school news, I got an A in Studio Production. as if I could've gotten anything else. and a B in math, which means I didn't do fantastically on the final, because before the final, I think my grade was about a B+... and I don't have my grade for Italian yet, but my grade prior to the exam is a 92.8, which is ALMOST an A, I think. I looked up the books I need for next quarter: Italian uses the same book I already have, which is very nice; Physics requires like, 4 different book/workbook/study guide things, booo; and the two books for Writing Fiction look AWESOME. can't wait to get those in my hands. :D

as I said a while ago, cute guy had something else going on and couldn't come to Sweeney Todd, but it's always fun when my dad and I see movies together, so I really wasn't too bummed. the movie was AWESOME. and the blood was very Tim Burton-ish: bright bright red, and therefore not very disgusting. there was a lot of it, though. but there was so much humor in the movie too, it was really cool. and then the costumes were awesome, and the singing was alright, and it was just soooo cool!! I do think the gothy makeup was overdone in a couple of scenes, though. but overall I liked it. I can't wait to see it again when it actually comes out. lol!!

currently, I'm rearranging furniture in the house. amazing how just rearranging a room makes it look so much cleaner. LOL of course, there's actual cleaning being done as well, much to my annoyance. :P my friend is coming over on Sunday night and staying until Monday to help us clean (she's getting paid to clean, btw. I wish I was getting paid. >.<) I think the grandparents are coming on Wednesday, which doesn't leave a whole lot of time... and then my dad's birthday is on Saturday next week, so that's when we're going to have the first big family dinner of the holidays, I think.

other randomness:
- I'm in chapter 4 of The Golden Compass, and so far I realllllly like it. hopefully I'll be able to finish it before I go see the movie.
- omgwtf coyote? there was a coyote in our backyard earlier today!! WTF? for reference, I live in the very densely populated suburbs. O.o
- ever since classes ended, I've been staying up extremely late at night and waking up extremely late in the morning. I dunno why. my body rebels against waking up early now. :P
- FotR last night = ♥. I don't know why I get so fangirly when the movies are on TV, seeing as I have them on extended edition DVD.... :P
- there's a part near the end of The Attack of the Unsinkable Rubber Ducks (which I finished recently and really enjoyed) that I agree with SO MUCH that I was literally saying "YES, EXACTLY!!" out loud as I listened. I don't want to spoil anyone or spark an argument or anything, so I'll just say that the passage pertains to religion and leave it at that.
- tony emailed me a photo of us from the weekend we first met. awww, we're so little! apparently we were 12, but we certaily don't look it from the picture. lol
- I started writing a Dom/Viggo ficlet a few days ago and it has since grown into something much more involved than I was planning. but there will still be porn, don't worry about that. *g*

quick post

Dec. 5th, 2007 08:21 am
silentdescant: (to do list)
According to Tiffany, I won't be able to do the study abroad thing (I'm not old enough, wtf?!). I dunno if that's true, but it probably is. I'm not too unhappy about it, though, because the trip would've been expensive and I'm not sure I should've buggered off to Italy right before I had to get everything set up for me to go to college. And also, this way I'll be able to get a job early and not be competing for one when public school lets out. So, all for the best, probably. Though my mom did say (and I definitely agree) that I should travel sometime during my college career, because once I'm out of college, opportunities like that start to disappear fast.

Okay, now about school; I got a B on my last Italian test, which, while not great, is certainly better than a C, so the C will be dropped. \o/ I did okay on my math quiz, but I really hate that his quizzes only have like, 4 problems. It makes each one worth A LOT, and I usually miss about 1 or half of 1. WHICH SUCKS. Not much I can do about it, though, except study more.

Both of my finals are on Monday (Studio doesn't have a final), and my oral presentation for Italian is TOMORROW, WTF. We're supposed to do a skit and have our lines memorized. We just finished WRITING our lines last night. omg we're gonna die. >.<

Also, I wanted to link to this site... We're graphing polar equations and stuff in math, and it reminded me of this Butterfly Curve that I saw a while back. We're not doing anything nearly this complicated in class, but isn't it pretty?

So, I just have to survive until Monday, and then there'll probably be some kind of party or something in Italian, and then the quarter is over! WOOO!!! And now I've looked at the clock and omg I gotta go. Like, now.
silentdescant: (to do list)

today:

Bedtime last night - 2:30-ish
Woke up - 6:45
Went to class - 8:30-ish
Went to eat and stuff at the mall - 1:00 to 3:00
Went to class - 3:00
Finished class - 10:00
Finished making DVD and mini-DV copies of my interview - 11:15
Got home - 12:00-ish

notes: I bought a fedora with rainbow pinstripes. 'tis awesome. I later drove home at about 20mph through a 40mph zone because the fucking windows fogged up and I couldn't see a fucking THING, and it was almost as bad as driving in Montana, and luckily there wasn't anybody else around. I feel like I haven't eaten at all today. I did eat, though, at least a bit. >.< UGH.

further notes: Cute Guy is still awesome, of course. I have a picture of him with a fake mustache. *cue me reaching up to fix it OMF*. so is Jeff, omg I'd like, LOVE him if he didn't have a girlfriend or anything. and some other people in that class are such idiots omg.

still further notes: random spam email and comments from brainspouses is ABSOLUTE LOVE. and so are the comments to kiltsandlollies's lotrips post. and so is Incline of Trees. <3

tomorrow:

Wake up, go to class, go to piano/art class, spend the night, come home Saturday (probably around noon). OMG.

silentdescant: (dance)
so I got into a bit of trouble when I got home, but I won't let that dampen my mood. much. i did like having the car, though, and everything's easier when my mom's not in the car. LOL i'm just less nervous. >.<

oh, my insane studio boys. i ♥ them. cute guy and jeff are the awesomest ever, srsly. and apparently now cute guy and i are like, almost an official pair when it comes to work teams. lol, and jeff kinda teased me and cute guy about the way i ordered him around. hahaha, awesomeness. and then cute guy wrote a teleprompter script that had everyone (including especially me) cracking up. jeff read it wonderfully, and when cute guy read it himself, i had the unfortunate position of being the weatherperson, so i was trying not to laugh too much while i tried to do my job. it was so awesome. sadly, next week's class is cancelled due to thanksgiving, so it'll be 2 whole weeks 'till i see them again. except for jeff; i see him every day between classes, we just don't ever stop to talk. LOL yay for having thanksgiving off, though...

also, i got a 50/50 on my last studio quiz. cute guy, jeff, and i were all comparing scores when they were handed back; jeff missed a couple on one of the earlier quizzes and was like 'damn, i won't get 100%. i guess i'll hafta settle for an A.' LOL we rock, omg.

in other news, i've bought presents for a couple people. one long-overdue birthday present for my friend, because i never got her anything last year (and she also never did have a party....).

i meant to write more nano tonight, but am too tired. i have been drawing a few designs; one (including specs) of the Crawlers that Orlando drives. :D i'm going to draw/map out Billy and Dom's living quarters as well. i'll post them as soon as i scan them in. which reminds me, i still need higher quality pics of a couple things from that meme. it's coming, i promise.

randomly, there was an awesome Nova show about evolution/creation/intelligent design. SO AWESOME. anyway.

the future

Nov. 8th, 2007 01:28 pm
silentdescant: (thinking)
So here's the deal: next quarter class registration is coming up soon. These are the classes I know I'm going to take:

5 cr - Italian 2
5 cr - Physics (intro or slightly advanced or something, I dunno)

which leaves me 8 more credits. So, another 5 credit class and a 2 or 3 credit one. Let's talk about the 3 credit one first.

class options for winter quarter )

So that kind of takes care of winter quarter. But for spring, this is where it gets interesting (and exciting!!).

spring and summer options )

So anyway, that's only one of the things that's going on in my brain right now. Others include: math midterm on Tuesday, Italian test today (it went okay; better than I'd anticipated), interview and directing tonight, talking to FIRST WA guy about next quarter tonight, and food. Not only do I need to eat something before I leave, but I think I have to bring snacks for the crew as well. I'm thinkin' left over Halloween candy and oranges. That might make a mess though... Well, whatever, one of the guys last week brought bananas.
silentdescant: (to do list)
to do list:

make mp3 of script
practice script with mp3
finish studio test
study for italian test tomorrow (kinda sorta)
copy/complete italian workbook (almost but not quite finished)
do math homework
write intro and outro script for studio (or just wing it)
write cover letters for college applications (omg this isn't done yet?!)
write nano fic omfg. i am so unbelievably behind.
go shopping for something i have to send somewhere
send something somewhere once i buy it

news:

i just got a pair of $90 leather boots and ~$25 leather gloves. omg the gloves are so awesome. it's like, the softest, most supple leather i've ever felt. i love. *pets them* but anyways, OMG that's way more than i'd usually spend on either of those things. bad me. >.< i shouldn't have, but fall fashion is my clothing downfall. spring/summer fashion, on the other hand... no thanks. LOL

i passed my driver's test today. YAY. it was pretty easy, actually. he said i didn't look over my shoulder on one of my turns, but there was NOBODY on the road and i DID look in my mirror wtf.

and speaking of driving: i drove in seattle for the first time tonight. i'd been avoiding it forever because i was kinda scared of driving in the city, but it certainly did help that i did it when there was practically nobody on the road. but still, i did it! and in high-heel boots, too! *g*

pictures for that meme are coming... soon. i promise. i still have to take pics (less-blurry pics, anyway) of a couple things and my painting. speaking of, i need to work on my new painting...

all my posts lately are "omg school is killing me" kind of things. for shame. except runaway. and speaking of, i dunno when i'll have time to post the epilogue tomorrow. maybe i should just stay up late and post it after midnight. LOL i want it to be on thursday, otherwise i'd do it now. i'm just weird that way. PLUS OMG, i just realized this: tomorrow is nov. 8th. what are the odds that the last chapter of runaway would be posted on the 8th?!* that's so awesome. hahahaha now it DEFINITELY has to be posted tomorrow.

*8 is my favorite number and has been popping up in odd places lately. i just love that number. don't really know why. lol
silentdescant: (to do list)
The dogs have fleas. The HOUSE has fleas. I DON'T WANT FLEAS!!!! *shudders*

The Assertive Communication class is finally over. It was a good class, but about 90% of the students didn't want to be there, which made it difficult for me and the two other people that did. I spoke to the teacher after we let out yesterday and he said he really appreciated my being in the class, because the rest of the idiots weren't cooperating at ALL and they kept saying stuff like "how soon is lunch?" "when can we get out of here?!" *STABS THEM* I didn't learn much I didn't already know, but it was good and I think I'll be able to use some of the techniques. I discovered that while I usually speak assertively, my body language is completely non-assertive. Also, I say "I'm sorry" for EVERYTHING, which I need to stop doing. LOL By the way, I got about 9 hours of sleep on Saturday night, which was COMPLETELY AWESOME. I love it when I get enough sleep to survive the day. :P

So, my NaNo fic is still on the high end of 2000-something, because I haven't had time to sit down and write uninterrupted for a while. :( I'm hoping I can set aside some time this afternoon, but I have a(nother) play to film at the theatre tonight! Which brings me to this bit of news:

On Saturday, my mom got a phone call from the theatre lady, asking me to come film because it was the last night of the production. This is right smack in the middle of my weekend class, remember. I would've refused, but the play just HAD to be interesting. And it was. It was called "Deathtrap" and it was about a playwright who commits murder and there's a lot of double-crossing and dry humour. But now, for some reason, there's ANOTHER play ("The Legend of Sleepy Hollow") this evening that I'm now scheduled to film. (I don't know how they had another production so quickly; apparently it's like a 45min one-act or something...)

In February, they're having "The Compleat Works of Wllm Shkspr (abridged)", which I cannot WAIT for, because it sounds so awesome. It's by The Reduced Shakes Spear Company. HEE.

So anyway, I have a math quiz today that hopefully I'll be able to do well on. *crosses fingers* I also have a ton of Italian homework to finish between classes. And I also have to call the original "cute guy" and ask him to step in to be the host for my studio class. I don't even know if he's still at the school..... >.< So yeah, that's my day today. How 'bout you?
silentdescant: (oh crap)
the bad:

etc. )

the good:

etc. )

Anyway, I have to do several things before bed tonight:

- sketch next painting
- print out studio test
- email FIRST WA guy about interview (high priority)
- start math homework (moderately high priority)
- start Italian homework (low priority)
- write more (very low priority)
- pack backpack for tomorrow
- pack secondary backpack for tomorrow
- gather food for lunch/dinner tomorrow
- make a recording of myself reading the director's script (can wait until weekend)

holy shit, that's a lot. >.< and it's already 11pm!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

...

I'm acting oddly calm for having an internal freak-out. O.o
silentdescant: (superhappy dom)
The Lincoln Project premiere - cut for spoilers and length )

*sigh* Wow, that was longer than I thought it was going to be. The gist of it is, the movie was great. Could'a been better, but it was pretty impressive. :)
silentdescant: (dominic heart)
I hate it when my computer randomly shuts down internet explorer, thereby closing all of the tabs I had open. *KICKS OMG* Semi-luckily for me, I almost anticipated this, and I have a relatively good memory for crap like that. Except I keep thinking there was something else that I had open that I can't remember.... >.<

Also, I just realized I never posted this: Augustana's album All The Stars And Boulevards, as a .zip file of .mp3s.

Jeff's premiere is tonight. I guess I'm going to wear my green Chinese dress, which is pretty much the only dress I have at the moment. I have a black one, actually, but it doesn't have sleeves and it's kinda low cut and it's FREEZING here, so I'm thinkin' no. There was a lot of frost this morning. Very very cold. >.<

Speaking of, I had to wait outside the DoL before it opened to get my driver's license. Only, I'd taken the written test before and passed, so apparently I didn't need to take it again, I just had to schedule my actual drive test. So, next Wednesday at 2:50, I have to go back and do that and remember to brush my hair and stuff because I finally get a new picture on my license and I want it to look better than the one I have now, which is absolute crap. LOL

Also, I made an autumn/Dom wallpaper, but I didn't really like it, so I made a different Dom wallpaper, with text from a poem called Moonlight by Giridhar Mohanarangan.

So now it's 4pm and I have to go eat and get ready to go.
silentdescant: (yay!)
I got my most recent SAT scores back today: writing was a bit lower, but I expected that. math was EXACTLY THE SAME as last time (640, if I remember correctly), and the reading? up by 80 points. *\o/* YAAAAAY. Hopefully this means I qualify for the highest scholarship at SCAD. :D :D :D I'm very excited. I need to send in my application packet today with my updated scores, homeschool transcript, and personal statement. Hopefully I'll know whether I'm accepted by Christmas or New Years. YAY.

I got 46/50 on my studio quiz last Thursday. And ok, y'know that movie premiere the guy at class invited me to? There's an article about it in the newspaper. Jeff is the guy I know. Didn't I tell you he was good-looking? ;D This is so awesome. And I didn't know he was homeschooled!! I'll have to ask him for tickets tonight. I'm very excited about that also.

Tomorrow night's the Halloween Dance, which I went to last year, but besides a mild desire to go, I'd totally forgotten about it. And anyway, the premiere is the next night, and it's probably better not to do two things in a row. Besides the fact that I haven't even thought about costumes... I dunno what I'm going to do for Halloween...

I'll be posting RunAway in a few minutes and OMG I LOVE THIS NEXT CHAPTER. It ends with a bit of a cliffhanger, though. SORRY.

And one more thing: the Across the Universe soundtrack is so awesome and I've been listening to it non-stop since yesterday. omg this song makes me laugh. "They're great, they're just... chillled out!"
silentdescant: (to do list)
there's a windstorm coming tonight. the weather's been getting steadily worse all day. just now there was a quick power flicker. hopefully we don't lose power here (at school). that would be bad. also, i think i picked the absolute slowest computer in the computer lab. i have to refresh pages about 3 times before it'll actually show the page and it took several MINUTES to open up internet explorer. >.<

i'm very happy about the no-classes thing tomorrow. yay for sleeping in, if only for an hour or so.

things i still hafta do today before class:
do tiffany's TFC stuff
edit a fic link Knickers to index
write a conclusion for my scad essay
do some math homework
study for my test tonight
eat lunch omg

i'm sure there was something else i wanted to say, but i can't think. and omg the trees are like, freaking out outside the window. and yes, trees can freak out. LOL ok, that's actually kind of a long to-do list. better get to it.

loose ends

Oct. 17th, 2007 06:39 pm
silentdescant: (to do list)
pop quiz in italian today. i didn't do terribly, but i got a few things wrong. stupid indefinite articles. >.< at least i'm good at verb endings. i'm a bit behind on math homework, so i'll try to catch up on that tonight. there'll be a quiz tomorrow in studio, but it's just a fill in the blank type thing, and i'm pretty sure my semi-photographic memory along with some common sense will help me out there. and then, NO SCHOOL FRIDAY!!!!! i dunno why. is it a holiday? LOL i need to start a painting, though, before going to art class, so i'll have something to work on.

i finished editing the epilogue of runaway. and then i formatted it all into a new document and did a word count and stuff, which was WAY harder than it should've been, because i had to NOT count all the chapter headings and the "***" i use for scene changes. it came out to 50,360 words, but the last 100 of that is a quote and the the source of the quote and the fin. but that's okay, it's still over 50,000 words, which was my goal while writing the last couple of chapters. it helps for the upcoming nanowrimo to know that i've at least written that much for one fic before now, y'know? anyway, i think runaway will be finished posting on nov 8th, and then i'll have a q&a post and i think i'll upload the completed .doc for anyone who wants to save it all in one place.

let's see, what else did i want to say? um... oh, yesterday the guy who sits next to me in math class wore a fedora and i couldn't keep my eyes off him. it looked awesome. annnnd, uhh... oh, my scad essay just needs a conclusion and then probably some tweaking, but then it should be done. conclusions are the worst part of essays, though, at least for me. oh, and my sat scores will be online this saturday, i think, so yay! hopefully i did better this time than last time. i think i did, but i'm not sure.

does anyone know what happened to faces_fit/last_glances? the last post i saw, they were working out some of the issues, and then it was gone. :(
silentdescant: (incredibly sexy)
several good things:

1) my new 'cute guy' is adorable and he actually talks to me and we have a lot of fun.

2) cute guy's friend, really amazingly good looking guy, has a FEATURE-LENGTH INDIE FILM premiering on the 27th and HE INVITED ME. well, the whole class, but it was just me and a couple other people there when he mentioned it, and he's friends with the other guys, so I was very happy to be included. :) he's really sweet and apparently pretty good at movie stuff, which is definitely a good thing. I can't wait to see what he's done. oh, and it's a "black tie" event, so... I might possibly wear my new-ish black dress. O.o

3) I am such a good student. :D in this class, anyway. well, in all of them, really, but this one in particular.

4) even though today's class was SO BORING, it's still the most fun one. that sentence doesn't seem quite grammatically sound, but whatever.

5) movie. premiere. at lincoln square cinemas. made by someone I know. how awesome is that?

ok, so.

Oct. 11th, 2007 04:34 pm
silentdescant: (dance)
studio production quiz is finished. finally. i had to google the color temp of tungsten/halogen lights because the book DID NOT SAY. i swear it didn't. not even in the index! and i'd forgotten what it was from last quarter, because i used to know. lol! it's around 3200K. which, actually, is what i was going to guess, but it's better to be sure.

also... okay, that's about all i've gotten done so far. i have an hour until class, so i should probably do some math or something. i'm pretty bored, actually.

oh, right, one more thing. i saw the evil producer bitch from last quarter. it may have been my imagination, but it looked like she gave me the evil eye when she walked by. >.<

oh yeah, i remembered the other thing i was gonna say. in my math class, there's a gorgeous guy that sits at the table next to me, along with another guy next to him. well, today they were making gay jokes and being completely adorable and slashy and it was very amusing. :D
silentdescant: (to do list)

fucking college entrance essays. i've about 375 of the required 500 words, and i dunno if it's complete crap or what. gushing about the school and my future goals (of which i'm still unsure) just doesn't sound right. i say that a lot when i'm writing essays. it's not like fiction, where it doesn't really matter what the words say as long as they flow and sound natural and make sense. i get by on writing fiction mostly be feel. essays are a load of really annoying crap that takes actual brain work. at least, my essays are.

in addition, i haven't done my math homework for tomorrow, and i had a take-home test (open book! a week to complete it!) that i haven't started yet and that i have to turn in tomorrow. oh fuckin' hell.

also, there is a really adorable guy in my studio class that i was flirting with like, the entire time. wtf. and i haven't had much of a conversation with tony in a while and that's a bit odd and i kinda miss him. :( of course, i'm sure that'll change once he gets back from wherever he is. *headdesk*

i think i should note that i'm only working on the essay for scad at the moment. drexel needs one too, as does wsu. kill me nowwwwww.

edit: okay, i have 2 more rants. 1) lj, what the fuck is going on with my layout? it's like... not adjusting properly. stupid lj problems. and 2) i've not lost any more weight in a while. i am a carb queen. >.< my mom figures my after-school headaches are from sugar withdrawal. ugh.

silentdescant: (to do list)
wow, it feels like I haven't posted in forever, even though it wasn't that long ago.

1. Tiffany gave me a very pretty silver and peridot bracelet for my birthday. :)

2. There's a guy called Jens in my studio production class that is awesome and funny. We chatted for a while when we both had to be on-camera, pretending to interview each other, and then later, he directed while I was tech director, and we kinda clicked and did really well (better than pretty much all of the other pairs), which was totally awesome. There's also a deaf girl in the class, and she has two interpreters with her, a guy and a girl. The guy's hands remind me vividly of Dominic's, and he wears a couple rings too. :P It made me wonder if Dom's ever tried sign language. I imagine he'd be good at it, what with all his gesturing and constant movement when he talks.

3. Over half the people in that class have first names starting with J. LOL

4. My room is now about 90% clean. There's still a load of crap on all available flat surfaces, but the floor is clear and I took out a lot of old books to make room for new ones. It just needs to be vacuumed and nit-picked, now. It's so much nicer this way. Although, I must admit, the other night when I was lying in bed, I couldn't get to sleep because the curtain thing on my bed wasn't hanging the same way it was before. How OCD is that? >.< I ended up getting out of bed anyway for something else so I fixed it before I went back. LOL

5. The library booksale was a success! (even though I didn't find any of the specific things I was looking for, but I wasn't really expecting to, so that's okay.) I took home about 10+ books, including one book of poetry and Macbeth. Or maybe I put Macbeth back... I don't remember. Anyway, I've already finished one of the other books, called The Assistants, and OMG IT WAS AWESOME. If you're at all connected to or interested in Hollywood or show business, you should read it. On the back cover, it said "laugh out loud funny" and I don't tend to believe that kind of thing, but it was so true. Also, Griffin is the most awesome character ever, and I love that name. :P

6. Classes have been going well, or just going. I had a math quiz today, but it was pretty easy and I'm almost positive I aced it. (There was only one page of questions, though). Also, the math teacher has a really cute ass. What? I sit on the front row, and he's always turned around writing on the whiteboard. I can't help but notice. *giggles*

7. I'm taking the SAT (again!!) next weekend. Apparently. I did not know this before two days ago. If I bring up my score by like.. 60 points or something, I'll qualify for another 5k in scholarships (I think). PRESSURE, ANYONE? dammit.

8. I'm suddenly nervous about a lot of things. Posting a fic tomorrow, my looming Italian quiz, the SAT on Saturday, finishing my SCAD essay, and finding a focus for my portfolio. fuck. And I also hate it (well, okay, I don't hate it, because I love most of what I write) that my best writing is fanfic and I can't show it to anyone outside of fandom. How am I supposed to prove that I actually can write if I never write anything for academic eyes?

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