with words I thought I'd never speak

OMG FUCKING STUPID IDIOTIC WTF SISTER.

yeah, i'm an idiot, that i know, but OMG WTF THAT WAS UNCALLED FOR.

LLASKDJFASKLDFJAOWEIJGKVLSALKJEAWGIOHASLDKFJALSDKJWOEIAJZXCLKJGFAWEJIOGW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

got to school a bit early today, so I was able to sit around in the parking lot to wait, only I was an absolute mess because my mom kept up a steady rant over the phone the entire time. so that pretty much set the tone for the entire day, but there were a couple of highlights. 1) my Italian teacher waved at me when I passed her office window, 2) class itself was pretty easy even though I found out I did horribly on the last test, 3) the guy in my physics class kept me laughing during the (boring) lab today, 4) I came home to find Krispy Kreme doughnuts on the counter and I made a veggie-burger for lunch.

so that's all the good stuff. the bad stuff is: I got a 77 on my Italian test, and all from little tiny mistakes; my physics teacher is an ass, but he *tries* to be nice, which makes it that much worse; the moron in my lab group is such an annoying IDIOT; vista's still giving me issues and I can't turn in my writing assignment; pretty much all recent conversations with my mom; I have a physics exam on Thursday that I'm so not ready for.

and I need to start a new painting.

ok, so my sister is out of commission for like, 5 or 6 months. apparently she tore her ALC tendon or something like that. she's going for an MRI tomorrow, and she has surgery planned for like, a month from now or something. so now she's depressed, because she's very active, normally, and doesn't like sitting still for long periods of time. Dazzle is FREAKING OUT. she's getting so crazy now that my sis can't play with her. tonight, our friend took her to dog class and ran her with his dog to get some of her energy out.

I meanwhile, felt better today. I dunno what it was; maybe having my Italian homework TURNED IN and starting a new chapter there, or maybe it was finally understanding something in physics. I was listening to some good music in the car, traffic wasn't too horrible, and I got to school early enough to work on some outstanding physics homework. and the skies have been SO CLEAR lately, the mountains on both sides of the city (the Cascades and the Olympics) both stood out and looked amazing.

although the physics lecture today was so well understood I didn't even bother taking notes for part of it. me and this other guy kept looking at each other like OMG HURRY UP THIS IS SO FUCKING BORING. we counted down the minutes until the end of class. >.<

I need to post my vignettes for writing today, but GRRR, am having trouble logging into vista. FUCKING VISTA. hopefully I won't get marked off for posting them a day late if I explain that I COULDN'T BLOODY LOG ON.

tomorrow's schedule: Italian, physics, physics HW Q&A, piano, art, and hopefully sleep. TGIF omg. y'know, last night I actually went to bed before midnight. O.o!

OH, AND TORCHWOOD. OMG IANTO FTW. ♥

omg Torchwood FTW. there are so many awesome moments in this new episode, I don't think I can even remember them all.

in other news, I'll be posting some more little ficlets soon, but for one of them, none of my classmates have given me feedback yet, which kinda sucks, because that's the one I was kinda worried about. hopefully I'll get something soon, so I can edit it before posting. or should I post it and count on you guys to give me feedback? pretty please? ♥

I still have so my homework to do, omg. but at least there's a 3-day weekend after tomorrow. unfortunately, the homework's DUE tomorrow.

*sigh* I don't know exactly what it is about my classes this quarter, but every single day, I dread going to class. maybe I'm just staying up too late, but I don't know. I don't remember it feeling like this for my previous quarters. even as scary as precalc was, I didn't really hate it. then again, for that class, the teacher was really adorable... physics this quarter is just... not good.

the guy goes really fast through the problems, and it's just algebra, mostly, so it makes me feel kinda stupid for not following, but my brain is so split between trying to follow along whilst writing down everything as well, that I look at it and go O____o. and he told us, he fucking told us, that we don't need to memorize these formulas, that they'd be provided on quizzes and such, and yet, during these example problems, he expects us to know them by heart! and this is only the, what, 3rd week?

I did not mean for this post to turn into a physics rant, but apparently it has, and I'm sorry. shall we go back to Torchwood squee?

TEAM TORCHWOOD FTFW. I love all the little love triangles going on. EXCEPT FOR GWEN OMG WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT ABOUT? but all the rest, yes, GUH. AND LOTS OF KISSING IN THE PREVIEW, YAY! :P

ok, list of stuff I hafta do tomorrow:

- revise and turn in my facade and juggling vignettes (asdfjlaskjflsjkdf JUGGLING IHU)
- email Kevin omg
- try to extract those stupid fucking dvd files
- read physics and start online hw (which was only posted TONIGHT, WTF. grr, teacher)
- italian hw
- paint 
eta: read history. stupid history. >.<

hm, what am I missing?

in other news, I slept until almost noon today, which was quite lovely. but then I ate breakfast and then nothing until dinner, so I completely pigged out on pizza, and now I kinda feel sick and gross. >.<

I think I had a bit of a breakthrough on my painting (hopefully). AH, THAT'S WHAT'S MISSING. *adds to list* anyway. I need to finish that and start a new one, like, really soon. like, tomorrow. hopefully.

oh, I stayed up late last night reading and reviewing vignettes from my fiction classmates, and I just have to say something: after reading all those, I feel like the majority of you guys on my flist are better writers than the guys in my class. ♥ there were a couple of pieces that I really enjoyed, though.

and randomly, I just realized how much I'm gonna miss my best friend here when I go off to college. we get half an hour of girl-talk time on fridays, and last week was really good for some reason (though, omg we are such gossips. LOL). I should have her over sometime soon... when she came over to help clean the house before the holidays, we stayed up SO LATE just talking. and now I'm making myself kinda sad, so I'll stop there.

oh, but omg, the new girl in my art class is SO ANNOYING. (she's not really new, but she's new compared to how long we've been doing art with the same little group). so I was talking to my friend in her bedroom before art, and the girl comes in, and I was trying to tell some story or other, and she totally interrupts me and starts just rambling on about something COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. my friend is just looking at me like O___o and I'm looking back at her like O___O!! with my mouth kind of hanging open in shock, and when the girl finally stops talking, there's one of those weird, awkward silences, wherein I say "...SO ANYWAY" and try to pick up where I left off. that wasn't the first time she'd done that, but it was definitely one of the most OBVIOUS and ANNOYING times. she's just, like.. completely lacking in social etiquitte. omg. >.<

sorry to go all 'preteen girl' on you there, but she just bugs the hell out of me. let's see, how many times did I say "like" in that paragraph? wow, only 3? I said it more in my head, believe me. LOL anyway, that's all the inane rambling I'll subject you to tonight. I'm off to bed.

the bad:

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the good:

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Anyway, I have to do several things before bed tonight:

- sketch next painting
- print out studio test
- email FIRST WA guy about interview (high priority)
- start math homework (moderately high priority)
- start Italian homework (low priority)
- write more (very low priority)
- pack backpack for tomorrow
- pack secondary backpack for tomorrow
- gather food for lunch/dinner tomorrow
- make a recording of myself reading the director's script (can wait until weekend)

holy shit, that's a lot. >.< and it's already 11pm!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

...

I'm acting oddly calm for having an internal freak-out. O.o

*bashes head against desk*

I've been working on math problems for... let's say an hour. and I just now realized that I'm working out of the wrong section. dammit dammit dammit. it's not that they're difficult, even; they're just time consuming, and I didn't want to do 20 problems when all I had to do was 10. al;kjfl;sadjkf. I'm not happy about this.

so, i went into the beta testing style customizer thingy, and i saw something that looked cool, so i (being incredibly stupid) clicked it. and now i'm probably never going to get my layout back to how it was. fuck. it's not even that i especially LIKE how it was; it's that i don't want it DIFFERENT right now. maybe when i have time, but NOT RIGHT NOW. pleeeeeeeease let me go back, lj. please. i beg you. having a new layout will drive me crazy.

also, an addendum to the last post - this morning my dad got into a minor car accident and the front hood of his car is squished. >.< apparently the other car involved was a big suv and my dad drives a little tiny vw car, so his is the one that got damaged. it's going to get fixed tomorrow, but first my dad and i have to go to school and the dentist (respectively) in it. oh great.

eta: YAY OMG THANK YOU. it remembered all the settings that i tweaked for who knows how long when i set up my layout a million years ago. THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU. *sigh of relief*

what the FUCK happened to my layout?!?!?!?! DON'T DO THIS TO ME, LIVEJOURNAL.


eta: what, now it's all better?! what. the. fuck? QUIT PISSING ME OFF, LJ.