silentdescant

ok. so. I watched it. then I rewinded and watched all the Charlie bits. and Charlie's bits. LOL and then I came online and immediately started freaking out with

bloodrayveness. and because I am lazy and it is ~~2:30am~~ 3:30am (now) and I've already said most of what I'm going to say about Lost to her, I decided just to copy/paste the chat transcript. and I didn't fix our spelling errors, sorry. LOL and it is long. lol

there's also a bit of spoilers about Orli's Leno appearance, but srsly, nothing major.

WARNING: spoilers for Charlie's episode, "Greatest Hits", AS WELL AS talk of spoilers for the finale, "Through the Looking Glass".

also, this is seriously the first thing I said when I logged on. LOL

silentdescant: OH MY FUCKING GOD, RAQUEL.
bloodrayveness: OH MY GOD I KNOW
bloodrayveness: TELL ME
silentdescant: OH MY GOD.
silentdescant: 1 - DOM IS BEAUTIFUL.
silentdescant: 2 - OMG DESMOND IS SUCH A LIAR. I WANT TO HATE HIM FOR DOING THAT TO CHARLIE, BUT I CAN'T.
bloodrayveness: ........... Why is he a liar?
silentdescant: 3 - OMG THE "GREATEST HITS" OMGOMGOMG CLAIRE.
silentdescant: BECAUSE HE TOTALLY KNEW CHARLIE WAS GONNA GET TORTURED NEXT EPISODE.
bloodrayveness: Are you sure???? I didn't get that. at least not for sure
bloodrayveness: OMG THE BABY TOUCHING DOM ALL OVER THE FACE AND DOM JUST LETTING HIM AND LOVING IT.
silentdescant: I KNOOOOOOOW OMG.
silentdescant: AND THE RING. OMG THE DS RING. OMG.
bloodrayveness: OMG I KNOW
silentdescant: I GOT TEARY. I SERIOUSLY DID.
silentdescant: and OH MY GOD THE LAST BIT WITH CHARLIE AND DESMOND. OMG.
bloodrayveness: AM NOT SURPRISED. I PROBLY WILL WHEN I WATCH WITH MOM
bloodrayveness: OMG I KNOW
bloodrayveness: DID I TELL YOU HIS ACTING WAS AMAZING OR WHAT
silentdescant: IT SO WAS OMG. I WAS VERY - well, not impressed, because i did expect that level of acting from him, but. I WAS SOMETHING. LOL
silentdescant: I WAS... SWEPT AWAY.
bloodrayveness: YES OMG
silentdescant: SO BEAUTIFUL. and holy shit when he started crying right before knocking Desmond out, I think that's when I really got teary.
bloodrayveness: I Knnooowwwwwww.
bloodrayveness: And that moment on his face right b'fore he dived in. *FLAILS*
silentdescant: OMG I KNOW.
silentdescant: but I totally agree with what you said earlier: for being a CHARLIE episode, THERE WASN'T ENOUGH OF HIM OMG. and the flashbacks were WAY TOO SHORT. but goooood. lol
bloodrayveness: SEEEEEE
bloodrayveness: Even in a Charlie episode he's not used enough!
silentdescant: THATS SO NOT FAIR.
bloodrayveness: I mentioned that to Jill tonight, cuz she's still DLing it and she was like "But it's his episode?" And I'm like "I KNOW!"
silentdescant: LOL ITS SO UNFAIR OMG.
bloodrayveness: But I told her the content of the scenes ALMOST made up for it.
bloodrayveness: I was SO SURE his Dad wasn't gonna catch him.
silentdescant: OH I KNOW.
bloodrayveness: even though I knew they were supposed to be happy moments
silentdescant: I TOTALLY KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN.
bloodrayveness: AND DOM IN THE BOXERS DID YOU SEE
silentdescant: oh. my. GOD.
bloodrayveness: AND ALL HUNG OVER ROCK STAR THAT WHOLE SCENE
silentdescant: HOLY SHIT.
bloodrayveness: The whole freaking SCENE was fucking sex.
silentdescant: HAHAHAHA, i hafta tell you. when he said "father christmas is in helsinki" or whatever he said, I WANTED TO LOOK AT HIS FACE WHEN HE SAID IT. I SERIOUSLY DID. BUT MY EYES WERE DRAWN TO HIS CROTCH OMG. ROFL
bloodrayveness: YES YES YES ME TOOOOOOO
bloodrayveness: ROFLMAO
bloodrayveness: BECAUSE THERE WAS SPACE. IN THE LEG AREA.
silentdescant: i had to rewind a couple of times because i'm like "I WANNA SEE HIS EXPRESSION." but then i watched and realized I TOTALLY WASN'T LOOKING AT HIS FACE.
bloodrayveness: YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. >.<
silentdescant: HEEEEEEEE
bloodrayveness: AND THE WALKING
silentdescant: but oh my GOD Dom pulls off eyeliner SO FUCKING WELL.
bloodrayveness: FROM BEHIND
silentdescant: YES.
bloodrayveness: How hot was that, in bed with 2 groupies. lol
silentdescant: OH I KNOOOOOOW.
bloodrayveness: but the one part of that scene was so heartwrenching
silentdescant: I KNOOOOOOW OMG.
silentdescant: LIAM/CHARLIE OMG.
silentdescant: LOL
bloodrayveness: because Liam was all, I'll be a fuck up and you'll get married and have a baby, and it was the OTHER WAY AROUND
silentdescant: SO FUCKING SAD.
bloodrayveness: And gah, how that has to TWIST in Charlie. You know it does
silentdescant: i teared up there too. >.<
bloodrayveness: I really care for Liam when he's being HIMSELF and not manipulative or a junkie, you know? Cuz he really does adore his brother deep inside.
silentdescant: YESSSS.
silentdescant: AND OH, did you notice Dom's CROOKED JAW in the first flashback????
bloodrayveness: YES.
bloodrayveness: lol
silentdescant: i like, FLIPPED OUT. LOL
silentdescant: OH OH OH, and everytime he looked down in the whole episode, HIS EYELASHES OMG. BEAUTIFUL.
bloodrayveness: YES
bloodrayveness: lol though like, when they had the last flashback, the meeting Claire?
bloodrayveness: The second they showed him wandering the wreckage in his hoodie, I was all "HAHA, his hair was so much shorter then, so not believable, but thanks for trying." LOL
bloodrayveness: I was amused.
silentdescant: LOLLLL I NOTICED THAT
bloodrayveness: OF COURSE YOU DID. LOL
silentdescant: OH AND THAT PARACHUTE GIRL. HEEEEEE, I LOVED THAT SCENE. lol
bloodrayveness: YES
silentdescant: i was like "OMGYAY CHARLIE GOT RECOGNITION!!!!"
bloodrayveness: And that makes the 'Fansite' of Driveshaft, like, CANON, almost.
silentdescant: LOL IT DOES!
bloodrayveness: txvoodoo was all "OMG I WILL DIE IF THEY MENTION THE SITE"
silentdescant: HEEE AM READING THAT NOW! see, now i can go look at all the spoilery posts! LOL
bloodrayveness: YAY
silentdescant: also: OMG JACK IS AN ASSHAT.
bloodrayveness: JACKHOLE. >.<
bloodrayveness: LOL
silentdescant: HEEEE LOL
silentdescant: OH, and Carl? I ALWAYS THINK OF HIM AS "KARL" BECAUSE OF LOTR.
bloodrayveness: ROFL
bloodrayveness: I so knew that was him in the beginning
silentdescant: ME TOO OMG
silentdescant: LOLLLLLL
bloodrayveness: I just couldn't remember his name. >.<
bloodrayveness: LOL
bloodrayveness: And YAY FOR ALEX
silentdescant: i rememberd his name!! AND WAS SURPRISED AT THAT FACT. LOL
silentdescant: and Alex/Karl (hahaha, Carl just doesn't look right to me) are my 3rd favorite ship after Charlie/Claire and Sawyer/Kate. LOL
bloodrayveness: LOL
silentdescant: LOL omg txvoodoo: whoa NICE boxer briefs. /shallow
bloodrayveness: LOL YES.
bloodrayveness: randomly, I will be sad if Locke is REALLY dead after the finale, and I think even people who don't like him should be, too, because even if you don't like him, he adds a lot to the show. >.<
silentdescant: he was at the ABC upfronts! that means optimism, right? LOL
silentdescant: and it NEVER SHOWED HIM ACTUALLY DEAD. yet. lol
bloodrayveness: Oh I know he's not dead YET cuz of a lil spoiler from TVGuide that a big part of the finale is a Jack/Locke confrontation
bloodrayveness: but with him SHOT and in a GRAVE, I worry that he might die AFTER
bloodrayveness: And YAY for upfronts. *HOPES*
silentdescant: OH OH OMG THE HURLEY SCENE. THAT WAS SO SAD.
bloodrayveness: AWWW I KNOW
bloodrayveness: And Hurley was just all funny and casual again and like "Yeah, sure whatever, love you, too!" And has no idea
bloodrayveness: But it was so sweet and almost meant more that he said it NOT knowing, you know?
silentdescant: *cries* i hoped he would catch on and say goodbye properly, but still keep up the good humour, but omg.
silentdescant: YEAH, that's true.
bloodrayveness: AND CLAIRE BETTER FIND THAT RING THERE WHEN SHE COMES BACK
silentdescant: OMG I KNOW.
bloodrayveness: I'm so worried about Charlie's death, because I've been wounded by character death scenes in fandoms in the past and just GAH. *has haunting indignation at a character's death in Buffy*
bloodrayveness: Dude, this one character was a semi main character since the 3rd season of Buffy, name in the opening credit sequence, had a very strong fanbase, everything. In the series finale she died, which you know, happens, especially in a show where you're fighting evil all the time. BUT
silentdescant: lol "which you know, happens,"
bloodrayveness: The end of the series had them like in an all out war with these demon vamps, and like, they kept cutting between all the different characters, showing them fighting, and one of the times they cut to the girl in question, one of the demon vamps slices her with a sword and she's down and BOOM back to the rest of the fight, and we're like WHAT THE FUCK. NOT EVEN SLO-MO TO MAKE SURE WE SAW THAT SHE GOT KILLED.
bloodrayveness: Just BOOM like she was a stuntie extra or something
silentdescant: O___O!!!! NOT FAIR.
bloodrayveness: and THEN, her ex-fiancee who they still have feelings, who is one of THE MAIN CHARACTERS is all looking for her, and they show her body there for a sec but he doesn't see it, and it's just for a SEC.
bloodrayveness: So in the Buffy fandom, everyone is STILL pissed. Which gave way to one of my favorite icons, of the girl dead and it says "My fandom didn't even get a proper death scene."
bloodrayveness: So I'm all paranoid about Charlie's death scene cuz I'm almost sure he dies now. *sighs*
silentdescant: omg he better not die like that. i would... cry. lol, that's very lame, but i dunno what i'd do.
bloodrayveness: Sorry, I had to share my fears, though. >.<
silentdescant: OH, and y'know what i thought while watching the ending bit? I think either Dom pushed for a water scene because he loves the water SO MUCH, or they gave him that type of scene because they KNOW he loves the water so much.
bloodrayveness: Awwwwwwwwwwwww
bloodrayveness: Or it just worked out like that which is even cooler. LOL
silentdescant: lol! but remember, he kept joking that he wanted charlie to find a surfboard or something, and he loved doing the "save aaron" scene and stuff, so i was like AWWWWWW.
bloodrayveness: LOL I know! YAY Water & Dom. lol
silentdescant: OH OH,

ack_attack: And also? JACK. I HATE YOUR FUCKING GUTS. KILL YOURSELF, PLZ. And I love that promo of him telling Kate he loves her. LOL oh, Jack. Sorry. Sawyer > You.
bloodrayveness: SAWYER WAY > YOU. But you know Kate still loves Jack. >.<
bloodrayveness: *THROTTLES HER*
silentdescant: AND AND, i love that she said this because i don't often see her express love for Dom:
"I JUST LOVE DOM SO MUCH I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM DIE ;______; "
silentdescant: OMG SAWYER PWNS JACK SO HARD.
bloodrayveness: AWWWWWWWWW
bloodrayveness: That's how I feel, it's gonna be Monseigneur Renaud all over again, DAMMIT
bloodrayveness: I'm gonna SOB.
bloodrayveness: Dear Dom, In the future you are no longer allowed to do movies, shows, plays, or any kind of project in which you die. Please to be thanking you, US.
silentdescant: *SIGNS ALSO OMG*
silentdescant: OH, d'you wanna hear my reasoning about Desmond?
bloodrayveness: YES. always.
silentdescant: 1 - he was SO SAD about telling Charlie he was gonna die.
2 - the description of Charlie's death was very vague and to-the-point (i know that doesn't make sense, but you know what i mean, right?)
3 - he was about to TAKE CHARLIE'S PLACE, while before, when Charlie was about to get shot in the neck, he ALMOST let it happen. I think it's because he saw the torturing and he couldn't stand to let that happen to Charlie if he could help it. I mean, giving up your life to save everyone, that's great. but GOING WILLINGLY TO GET TORTURED? yeah, not so much.
4 - all the times he looked at Charlie and was soooooo sad and apologetic and it just LOOKED like he was holding something back.
bloodrayveness: Hmmmm... I dunno. I totally see your point, though. GAH I have to see the finaleeeee
silentdescant: I KNOW. omg. TORTURED CHARLIE. OH MY GOD.
bloodrayveness: ..... you know what makes me really sad?
silentdescant: what? do i even want to know? lol, yes.
bloodrayveness: OK, I mean, the Lost powers-that-be have always been able to amaze me and make amazing things happen so I guess I can't say it for SURE, but you know... they can't get rescued. The show's on for 3 more seasons, what's the show if they get rescued? So unless something happens to JUST CLAIRE AND AARON, like something happened to just Michael and Walt, nobody's getting rescued. Which really makes me sad for Charlie dying.
bloodrayveness: Because the whole reason he's doing what he's doing is to get them, especially Claire and Aaron, rescued.
bloodrayveness: And how is that possibly going to happen/
bloodrayveness: ?*
silentdescant: i read a bit of a spoiler. like, TINY. d'you want me to tell you?
bloodrayveness: ................... I don't know.... I honestly don't know! LOL *scared*
bloodrayveness: What do you think, will it spoil too much?
silentdescant: it's not like, a whole storyline spoiler, it's just for the finale, i think.
bloodrayveness: *bites lip* Gah, ok tell me. >.<
silentdescant: i read (i think

rebel_blue said this, i'll go and check) that one of jack's flashbacks will actually be a flashforward and it shows him and kate off the island. O______O lemme go check my source, lol.
bloodrayveness: THAT is probly the "game-changer" that Ausiello's been hinting at!
bloodrayveness: And yeah, I've stayed away from her spoiler post. lol
silentdescant: "Yep, that's right. THEY ACTUALLY SHOW THAT JACK AND KATE MAKE IT OFF THE ISLAND. For some reason, this has been the cause of Jack's spiral. He tells Kate they have to go back to the island. She refuses and drives away. The show finishes with Jack screaming "We have to go back!!" "
bloodrayveness: People have been wondering if that's ever gonna happen... and I wouldn't be surprised if that's the reveal Evie said gave her goosebumps....
bloodrayveness: ...............
bloodrayveness: dude, that sounds EXACTLY like a fic I read once.
bloodrayveness: I am NOT KIDDING AT ALL.
silentdescant: LOL OMG FREAKY.
bloodrayveness: *SO NOT LAUGHING* WTF DUDE.
bloodrayveness: *LOOKS*
silentdescant: HAHA,

beizy: The streaked hair and the eyeliner...oh, man. (I really don't see why Charlie wouldn't've have slept with male groupies, too. Really.)
silentdescant: and LOL reply by

emmi_i: totally. It did not go unnoticed that he said "I love you" to only Aaron and Hurley. *waggles eyebrow* sure claire mighta gotten a smack on the lips, but hurley got an embrace + verbal love.
bloodrayveness: LOL
bloodrayveness: Ah, the fic isn't EXACTLY the same, but just GAH. that kinda weirds me out that they're gonna do that...
silentdescant: *shivers* that is WEIRD.
bloodrayveness: And I think you misunderstood my earlier point. lol
bloodrayveness: I didn't mean they can't be rescued at ALL
bloodrayveness: I mean... they can't be rescued NOW, with Naomi's ship and stuff, by Charlie turning off the switch, with three seasons to go. Yes, it'll probly help them later, but... not now which is why he's DOING it. That's what saddens me, for him.
silentdescant: yeah, i see what you're saying. OMG SO UNFAIR FOR CHARLIE. *cries*
silentdescant: did you see

kiltsandlollies's post?
bloodrayveness: lol no
silentdescant: "He's really working hard and well with the material he's been given, isn't he? He's so much better than this show. Always has been." i kinda do and kinda don't agree with that.
silentdescant: like, i think dom can do better than Lost, especially now that they've been underusing his character, but i did really LIKE his character.
bloodrayveness: Oh I agree with you, I know what you mean. I love the show and the characters. I don't always agree with what they DO with them, but I LOVE it.
silentdescant: i almost can't really believe that dom's really gonna die. omg.
bloodrayveness: AWWWW
bloodrayveness: keep saying CHARLIE
bloodrayveness: that might help
silentdescant: lol, GOOD IDEA OMG.
bloodrayveness: CHARLIE'S Gonna die. not Dom. *repeats to self*
silentdescant: Dommie's not gonna die. Charlie's gonna die and be a HERO!!!
silentdescant: hopefully. >.<
bloodrayveness: and maybe Dom's relationship with Evie.
silentdescant: HEE
bloodrayveness: *AWFUL*
silentdescant: *ALSO OMG*
bloodrayveness: At least we're awful together. *giggles*
silentdescant: that is true.
silentdescant: do you think Dom's gonna live in Hawaii for a while? or back to LA?
bloodrayveness: I honestly don't know. I'd guess LA, but who knows
silentdescant: because if he's in LA, that means he might make some more appearances, y'know? now that he's a big star. lol
bloodrayveness: lol
bloodrayveness: He'll be in big demand once Charlie dies, everyone'll wanna talk to him about the death scene and filming it, and saying g'bye to everyone
silentdescant: *wibbles*
bloodrayveness: Awwwwwwwwww
bloodrayveness: *snuggles you*
silentdescant: OH, ALSO. i couldn't help but think of BILLY WATCHING THIS EPISODE.
bloodrayveness: AWWWWWWW I HADN'T THOUGHT OF THAT
silentdescant: i just reread a fic where Billy freaked out over that hanging scene in the first season (it was the first, right? lol), so that was like, fresh in my mind, and then i rmemebered from ORC, Billy being all excited over Dom's call sheet for Lost, and then i was like OMG.
bloodrayveness: LOL
bloodrayveness: AWWWWW Billy
silentdescant: and THE NEXT EPISODE OMG. Charlie getting tortured. that's GOT to be hard for some people to handle, right?
bloodrayveness: OH HA GUESS WHAT MY WALLPAPER IS RIGHT NOW ON MY DESKTOP
bloodrayveness: That 'motivational' graphic thing you made of the hanging scene with "I WAS DEAD AT THE TIME" under it. >.< I just set it as my desktop like, yesterday. LOL
silentdescant: HAHAHAHA OMG LOVE.
bloodrayveness: I JUST closed some windows and saw that when you were typing about it and I was like HAHAHA
silentdescant: LOL!!!!
silentdescant: *watching promo again* OMG I DID NOT NOTICE DESMOND.
bloodrayveness: WHATWHATWHAT. *doesn't remember*
silentdescant: OMG LOOK AT TXVOODOO'S PROMO POST. when Benry says "everyting i did, i did for the island" DESMOND IS HOLDING A GUN, AND IS IN THE UNDERWATER PLACE, AND OMG HE'S TRYING TO SAVE CHARLIE OR SOMETHING OMG.
bloodrayveness: OMG THAT IS AWESOME
bloodrayveness: *goes*
silentdescant: also, while i was watching it on TV, i totally freeze-framed and slo-mo'ed the tiny little charlie bit.
silentdescant: AHHH. see, someone's on the beach shooting at Des, so he jumps in, and goes under to the hatch place.
bloodrayveness: Ohhhhhhhhh YES.
silentdescant: omgcharlie. *paused just after the girl hit him*
bloodrayveness: ............ Why does Charlie have to get beaten up by girls? LOL
silentdescant: LOLLLLL
silentdescant: ok, wait, maybe des wasn't holding a gun? wtf IS that?
bloodrayveness: I have no idea!
silentdescant: it looks kinda like a gun, but with something over the end of it. LOL
bloodrayveness: silencer? A weird silencer? lol
bloodrayveness: tranq gun?
silentdescant: OOOH, MAYBE. because Dharma would TOTALLY have tranqs.
silentdescant: LOL, PATCHY IS IN THE PROMO! i didn't notice him the first time. lol
silentdescant: and OMG JEARS LOLLLLLL
bloodrayveness: Des: *picks up random tranq gun from hatch* "Now I don't know what's in this, but I'm guessing it's quite unpleasant. So the question you gotta be asking yourself is, do you feel lucky? Well, do you, brothah?"
silentdescant: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
bloodrayveness: *gigggllleesss*
silentdescant: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA omg. there was some question about that movie on... was it Leno? NO, it was O'Reiley. he had a pop culture trivia quiz. LOL
silentdescant: OH, speaking of Leno, i watched the Orli one. orli = cute and funny, but NO MATCH FOR DOM, OF COURSE. and one of the kids from Medium was there and freaking out over him so that was kinda awkward and funny. OH, and Orli mentioned bungy jumping (how do you spell it? LOL) in NZ and he said he had no friends with him at the time, and i was like WASN'T DOM THERE????
bloodrayveness: bungee, and he did it MORE THAN ONCE. LOL
silentdescant: LOLLLLL that must've been it, then. i KNEW Dom went with him. *reaffirms truth* LOL
bloodrayveness: LOL
silentdescant: OMG I JUST REALIZED. i think this is the first Charlie episode i've seen on TV. O___O he hasn't had one since The Long Con, has he?
bloodrayveness: Wow, I dunno.....
silentdescant: because that was the first episode i watched on TV, and i was pissed because it was like, the one AFTER a Charlie ep or something.
bloodrayveness: It was Fire + Water, the one before The Long Con, that was Sawyer
bloodrayveness: and NO it hasn't
bloodrayveness: he hasn't*
bloodrayveness: which shows you how much they've been neglecting his character, WTF
silentdescant: I KNOW WTF.
bloodrayveness: JULIET HAS FRIGGIN HAD 2.
bloodrayveness: IN ONE SEASON
silentdescant: and JACK'S had 2 GAZILLION.
bloodrayveness: Which, don't get me wrong, they were awesome and we learned a lot about her, but NO CHARLIE
silentdescant: I KNOW.
silentdescant: i so could'a done without Stranger in a Strange Land, OMG.
silentdescant: ps: replied to your comment. lol!
bloodrayveness: lol WOO
silentdescant: i think i'm just going to copy/paste bits of this chat for my lost reaction post. LOL
bloodrayveness: lol you should. *nods*
silentdescant: *scrolls back to the beginning* lol, this is going to be very amusing.
bloodrayveness: LOL it always is

(LJ-ify your IMs before pasting!)

ALSO. we have decided that Snow Patrol's song Run is CHARLIE'S DEATH ANTHEM, OH MY GOD. I almost can't believe that after all of this stuff tonight, hearing that song is what made me break down.

and now, because I honestly COULDN'T DECIDE on what icon to upload/use for this post, here's a bunch of icons I was considering, each perfect in its own way. I finally decided on this one because omg, lookit Charlie all happy and glowy!