with words I thought I'd never speak

sulwen wanted to do one for adam fandom! so she made some questions! and i like when she asks me questions and i get to ramble! and i had like a few margaritas tonight and rambled for 20 mintues about adam and tommy (and brad)! ~enjoy!

1. What's your username and is there a story behind it?
2. Where are you from and where do you live now?
3. Besides Adam, who are some of your favorite musical artists?
4. Have you been in any other fandoms besides Adam? Which ones?
5. How long have you been an Adam fan, and how did you first hear about him?
6. Have you seen Adam in concert? Any particular favorite concert experience?
7. What's your favorite song off of For Your Entertainment and why?
8. What are you favorite genres of fanfic? (angst, fluff, porn, crack, AU, etc...)
9. Do you have an OTP? What is it, and why do you love it?
10. Are you a fan of any of Adam's many talented friends and colleagues ? If so, who?
11. What story do you wish someone would write?
12. What fanfic would you recommend to everyone? Tell us about your favorite stories!
13. Tell us about what you're hoping to see during the Trespassing album cycle.
14. And of course, the eternal debate: how do you like Adam's hair best? Up? Down? Shaved sides? Tinted tips? FACIAL HAIR? Feel free to link a picture in your post!

Glam Voice Meme by silentdescant

(eta: the fic i couldn't remember the title of is "call the darkness light" by my_silent_hour)

title: Up In Smoke
pairing: Adam/Brad
rating: R
words: 1260
warning: angst, infidelity, jealousy, references to homophobia
summary: For the prompt on Glam_Kink: 5 times Brad almost walked out on Adam, and one time he did.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n:

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( Up In Smoke )

title: Reunion
pairing: Adam/Brad
rating: R
words: 890
warning: *deathfic*, angst
summary: A hospital room is not where Brad imagined this reunion taking place.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: DON'T KILL ME. I'm sorry. I love deathfic, though, it's so cathartic. I had to do it.

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( Reunion )

title: Never Kiss and Tell
pairing: Tommy/Brad
rating: R
words: 1040
warning: some unresolved sexual tension... :P
summary: For this prompt on Glam_Kink, asking for Brad/Tommy romance.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: I have this square on my kink_bingo card and I had no idea how to approach it... "vanilla kink". And then I wrote this kind of by accident. :)

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( Never Kiss and Tell )

title: Sleep Tight
pairing: Adam/Brad
rating: NC-17
words: 1505
warning: mild breathplay
summary: Brad can always fall asleep, and he always looks bright and happy the next morning. Adam wants to be able to sleep like that.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: My first kink_bingo fic for my new card, for the square "held down". I was in the mood for some comfort fic today, and bradam is my go-to comfort pairing. That doesn't mean this fic is particularly comforting, though... but maybe?

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( Sleep Tight )

title: Breath
pairing: Adam/Brad
rating: PG-13
words: 250
warning: breathplay, bruising
summary: His hands leave a perfect ring of red marks high around Brad’s throat, up close to the hinge of his jaw.
disclaimer: Very untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass this along to anyone involved.
a/n: I can't stop thinking about Adam's hands around Brad's throat. I don't know why, but breathplay is a kink I want to add to all my bradam fics lately. lol I tried to make this a drabble (100 words exactly), but couldn't do it. At least this clocks in at a nice even number, though.


( Breath )

I've seen this meme a couple of times on my flist. Looked like fun. Here we go. :)

Six pairings I like:
1) Frank/Gerard
2) Adam/Tommy
3) Adam/Brad
4) Adam/Tommy/Brad
5) Frank/Jamia
6) Frank/Lindsey

Three pairings I've abandoned:
7) Ron/Hermione
8) Fred/George
9) Billy/Dom

Three pairings I have never really liked:
10) Frank/Mikey
11) Harry/Draco
12) Mikey/Ray

Two pairings that have piqued my interest:
13) Tommy/Isaac
14) Adam/dominant!OMC


( questions! )


IN OTHER NEWS: I am almost almost almost done with this quarter. Spring break starts Tuesday night for me, with a flight home. \o/ I'm excited. I just gotta get through a final exam today, then that's basically it! Besides just going to the last couple classes. Also, a play I wrote is going to be performed on my school's radio station on Sunday night. I'll have more details about that soon, if you'd like to tune in. :)

title: Happenstance
pairing: Brad/Adam/Tommy, Adam/Tommy
rating: NC-17
words: 8800
warning: Dom/sub, flogging, blindfolds, handcuffs, breathplay, humiliation
summary: “Did you keep all our stuff, when I moved out? Do you still have the handcuffs? And, uh. The rest?”
disclaimer: Very much untrue. Don't google yourself. Don't pass any of my fics along to anyone involved in them.
a/n1: I think I covered pretty much everything in the warnings, but if you feel something else should be warned for, let me know and I'll add it in.
a/n2: I wrote this quite a while ago, but I thought it had a couple of issues and I was lazy and didn't go through it and fix them, and now I've forgotten what those issues were. So I fixed the glaring errors instead, and here you go. :) I had so much fun writing this. Oh, man, the meta about these characters... I'll spare you the incredibly long author's notes. OH, except to say that this also fills the "breathplay" square of my kink_bingo card.

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( Happenstance )

So I went from liking Brad a lot to adoring him, just in the past couple of days. Adam has good taste in guys. One of the best (and weirdest) things about Adam and Brad is that... well, they actually were together. All that stuff we like to imagine about band boys? Yeah, it actually happened for real. That weirds me out. But at the same time, it's really fucking hot. I'm kind of in love with Brad's hips. Here's Brad and Adam being fucking sexy together (I personally like it with the sound turned off). NICE.

Also, if you haven't already, you guys should watch everything Brad has posted on his youtube channel (GoCheeksGo), because it will just make him even more endearing and wonderful.

But you know what I really want, now that I've read a couple of excellent Adam/Brad fics, and a lot of excellent Adam/Tommy fics? Well obviously I want threesome fics. It's the next logical step. But see, Brad has all this history with Adam, and he's like, super tiny and thin and flexible and dramatic, and Tommy's supposedly straight and adorable and tiny, yes, but not quite that tiny, and okay, so what I really want is fic where Tommy gets jealous of Brad, even with all three of them together. Where Tommy's just like, kind of awed by Brad and all this stuff he and Adam did before Tommy even knew who Adam was, and then Adam and Brad look at him like hello, you are amazing, let's all fuck. Um.

Here, have a couple more videos. This is great, it's a progression of Adam and Tommy's stagegay during the beginning of Fever.

( hotness )

I fucking love them. A lot. I love how into it they get, and how, while sometime's it's really playful and fun, sometimes it's like they just can't resist. I love it every time Adam makes Tommy's knees weak. You can see it happen. Other things I love: Adam pulling Tommy's hair, grabbing Tommy's throat, sucking on his tongue. I've never really found those wet, tonguey kisses very appealing, aesthetically, but man, Adam is changing my opinion on that. I think he has a thing for it.

This post doesn't have much point beyond gushing about Cheeks and Tommy, sorry. I need to write something tonight. I've got the itch.