ponderings

I feel as if I'm waiting for something to happen, but I don't know what, or even if it ever will happen. It's a bit of a confusing state to be in. I don't know if it's all in my mind or if something really will happen, and if something does happen, will it be good or bad?


Here, have a fic excerpt:

Billy rolled over in his sleep and hooked his arm across Dom’s bare back. Dom was lying on his stomach with both arms curled beneath his pillow, his head turned towards Billy. Billy curled himself closer to Dom, stopping just short of intertwining their legs. Dom smiled sleepily. He was in that place between awake and asleep where he was aware of his surroundings, and especially aware of Billy, but his mind was just fogged enough that he couldn’t quite open his eyes.

Believe it or not, this is part of one of my most insane, fucked up WIPs. But this little bit seems safe and happy and pleasant, doesn't it? lol

art, school, and... that's it.

I was gathering up my artwork today to put it in my portfolio and take pictures of it to post, and I can't find my Frodo painting anywhere. :( It wouldn't have gotten thrown out or anything, so I'm not too worried, but I just can't find it. The only picture I have is one that I took with my cell phone which isn't that good. >.<

On my biology CD, there's sometimes little movies of a lady with a cadaver or a plastic model pointing out organs and stuff. Well, one of the videos with the cadaver was very strange, to put it mildly. ( some kinda gross details )

But the really weird part is this: she pointed to something and said (and I'm paraphrasing here), "Most people say it's about twelve fingers long, but I only have ten, so just imagine two more." O__o Does that sound REALLY weird to anyone else, or is it just me? LOL

Anyway, I should get back to work. I have a psych quiz today/tomorrow, a first draft of a paper due tomorrow, a resume and an interview on Tuesday, and then more biology stuff on Wednesday. >.< I think it's somewhere around 4-5 weeks until the AP test. Somebody kill me now. And oh yes, I have a LotR book test on Friday too.

Oh, also, I'm thinking about redoing some of my icons, because on this color-corrected monitor, they look like crap. They looked good on my old monitor, honest! lol

i suck

omg i completely suck at life. kill me now!!

paper for tomorrow - half written
quiz study guide for tomorrow - nonexistent, and in fact, i haven't even finished the readings.

>.<

i don't mean to procrastinate so much...