with words I thought I'd never speak

i know what the lost numbers mean. it's a collection of COMPLETELY RANDOM numbers. SO RANDOM, that you see them absolutely everywhere, all the time. aaannnndddd, yeah, that's it. LOL


and i assume by now that everyone's seen the new Dom photoshoot? what do you guys think of the new tattoo?

and finally, i think i'm going to delete my facebook account because i never got into it and i don't like using it and i don't like the idea of people being able to find me through my rl friends and stuff.

oh wait, no finally. because yesterday i reread some of my old favorite fics and they put me in a better mood, so i'll just pass on the links here, even though you'll probably already have read them. and omg this post is getting longer by the second. sorry.

Sema's fic Lost makes me cry every single time i read it. every. single. time. am pretty much sobbing right now. my god, it's beautiful. and so fucking sad. oh, Dommie. ♥

i'm trying to think of other fics that make me cry (because not many do), but no titles are coming to me. >.< lotruni is probly one, but i don't remember which part...

I reorganized slightly my fic index, which felt really good to do, but nothing much changed. I mostly just added warnings to all the stuff that needed it. I don't really like how it's formatted right now, but I don't know what I should do with it. >.<

Still working on a study guide for my psychology test tomorrow. I kinda hate that this class is turning me off of psychology, because I really do enjoy the subject, just not so much the class. >.<

Read: The Way by dylan_dufresne, and Smeerkin by gaiaa. hee, aren't I demanding?

My mom's purse was fucking stolen out of our car, and then taken right out to the mall to buy shite, and the purse was a real Gucci purse even though we bought it at Goodwill, and it had a brand new video ipod in it, and a wallet with my mom and sister's ID, credit cards, bank account numbers (including mine) and social security numbers (including mine). There was also the extra tickets to the movie festival that I had (even though I probably wasn't going to use them anyway), the check-tags for my sister's art and the tickets to the fair the art show's at, and library cards and Safeway and CostCo cards and probably a fucking Blockbuster card and god knows what else, not to mention the contacts list in my mom's ipod. The guy (and I'm just going to call it a him even though technically it could be a woman) must've been watching the parking lot or something because my mom and sis got out of the car at 7:30 and at 8:15 there were already charges for some Verizon phone card shite. Police said there's a slim to none chance of getting stuff back, and Apple = bastards because they don't disable the ipod if it's stolen. And I'm really kinda fucking freaked out right now. Because this guy was in the fucking car. Inside. The fucking. Car. The one that I ride to school in nearly every day. He was in it and he took the fucking purse and hopefully nothing else (there was only crap in the car anyway, thank god).

Credit cards and bank accounts are cancelled and closed, so I have to go to the bank tomorrow and get a new account number and all that shite and I just had to loan my mom money to pay for gas because the van is fucking empty and tomorrow is going to be total crap. Oh, and I still have to write my resume and interview for a position in my movies class.

And now it's midnight and I've finished a first draft of my essay, gotten a semi-crap score on my psych test, and that's just about fucking it. Good night.

eta: other things stolen:
tickets and receipts for the AP test
portable DVD player
National Treasure DVD, but I'm not too sad about that because I wanted to buy a new one anyway
GPS handheld thingy
plus the previously mentioned video ipod, wallet, purse, etc.

Went to the bank today and got a new account number. Spent something like 2 hours there, plus another half an hour at the DMV to get my mom and sis' new IDs. But I was very productive during that time, just not with schoolwork LOL. I wrote something like five entire pages of my new Monaboyd fic. Totally not ready for the interview later, though. >.< And and and, I just read buckle_berry's billy/dom/elijah fics and if you haven't read them, go and do so.

okay, where to start?

first, if you haven't been paying attention over at beizy's journal, DO, because there's a lot of fangirling going on and it's just awesome.

second, fic. I just posted some Monaboyd PWP, so that was nice. I really can't wait to see fics from the ORC girls though, because they were actually there. I've spent like, nearly the whole day bouncing around in my chair and capslock-chatting with bloodrayveness, which was a ton of fun. and that's when I wrote the fic. lol

As to RunAway, I haven't worked on it in a few days, and the next chapter's about half-finished. But this week is finals week for me, and then spring break after that, so I can use that time to get all caught up. Hopefully I'll have this chapter finished (no real reason why I shouldn't) by Tuesday.

I feel kinda like I'm descending back into my lurker ways, because I haven't been posting or commenting, really, but I have been reading everything. actually, I just kinda suck at commenting all around. sorry. just haven't felt like talking to much of anyone lately.

( some film shoot info, some Lost fangirling, and some random schoolish stuff )

here's one thing, though; for recs: del.icio.us/silentdescant it's not got a lot on there yet, but I'm working on going through my favorites folders.

also - yay for everybody! sounds like a few people are getting to see friends, a few people have gone away to ORC (jealous, omg!), and a few more people are just happy.

zomg legomyarrow posted a new The Flag chapter OMGYAY! i haven't read it yet, because i'm reading the whole thing starting from Wilderness of Mirrors and i'm only on chapter 10 of The Archer, but YAY. *fangirls*

.... *icon* :D

Sector Fifteen - by toestastegood - Charlie/Sawyer & a few other pairings, NC-17, AU, character death

Bangsian - Life In Limbo - also by toestastegood - Charlie/Sawyer & Charlie/Liam, NC-17, AU, 3 chapters

This Is the Way One World Ends by kiltsandlollies (not to be confused with semaphore27's WIP This Is the Way the World Ends, which is also really good) - Dom/Billy, R, character death

Epiphany - by sunsetmog - Dom/Billy, NC-17, chapter fic - slightly unfinished but still really good

Boys' Night In - by mirith - Dom/Billy/Elijah & Dom/Billy, NC-17 (lol, it seems like everything is NC-17 these days!), chapter fic - other chapters located in the "links" section

I Am a Visitor Here, I Am Not Permanent - by annakovsky - Dom/Ron Weasley (lotrips/Harry Potter crossover!!), R (ha, not NC-17, but close!)

also, the other lotrips fics by annakovsky are really good too.

Initiation to the Jewelery Club - by v_angelique - Dom/Elijah (!!!) & SeanB/Viggo, PG (can almost be read as gen, except for the very end)

Five Times Matt Almost Did Something Stupid, But Danny Saved Him - by lightgetsin - Matt/Danny (Studio 60), PG-13

I am at school. just finished with my Astronomy final. I think I did okay. not perfect, but okay. I had to guess on a few, but mostly, I knew the answers. :D

Media final to be done sometime before Wed. and I'm very happy that the instructor posted exactly what it was going to cover. *g*

apparently I need an attitude adjustment for Biology. WTF? I'm not the one always complaining in class! *kicks... a few people* I said the other day that I really couldn't handle a nervous breakdown this close to the holidays. I mean, English is over, Astronomy is over just now, and Media's gonna be over by Wednesday (or earlier, depending on when I take the final). I lived through ALL of that, so I'm determined not to let Biology screw me over. *glares*

picked up my last book for next quarter. looks cool, and like stuff that I already sorta know, so that should be good.

*twiddles thumbs waiting for carpool* talk to me, flist. because I really don't want to be reading porn in a public place such as this. *giggles*

eta: couldn't resist. am now reading Afterparty, an AU of lotr_porn. *melts*

both by ingvessogur.

The Fairest Of The Seasons

and a multichap AU

Never Been


still snowing. a bit. slowed down though. King5 news showed video of downtown Seattle and Queen Anne side by side. In Seattle, there's rain. In Queen Anne, there's snow. O.O not a whole lot of elevation difference there. And if you don't live here/know Seattle, you won't have a clue as to what I'm talking about. lol

tomorrow: room's a mess, must clean. desk's a mess, must clean also. and get rid of all evidence of English class. *evil grin* I'm hoping BCC will be closed for snow, but so far, no luck. so then, astronomy tomorrow night. aaaaaand, a ton of writing, because RunAway still isn't ready to post. >.< *sheepish* I'm busy? finals week? um... I suddenly found I had a life? actually, no, that's not true. I'm still woefully lifeless. well, at least socially. physically, I am alive. fuck, this is getting weirder by the minute. Or sentence, as it were. I should just shut up, shouldn't I? well, I will then. see? shutting up now.

oh wait, except for one last thing. I watched Titanic tonight. the darn movie makes me tear up EVERY TIME. and Leonardo DiCaprio is really fucking hot. except when he's deathly cold. *totally lame joke* and I suddenly have the urge to write Titanic!Monaboyd. >.< I wonder if anyone's written that before. probably so. I shall ask the trusty lotrips_finders, because people there can find anything.