with words I thought I'd never speak

1 hr until paper is due. it is 1.25 pages when it SHOULD be 4-7 pages.

i suck.

also, i have a bloody nose, WTF? *gets tissues*

I'm barely even involved in this fandom crisis, yet somehow I've become the source of information for a few people. *facepalm* giddy_london explained to me what was going on, and I (of course) immediately had to find out everything I could. Therefore, I'm compiling a list of the journals and posts that I got my information from. Hopefully this purge won't affect LotR or LotRPS too much, although Wood'cest might possibly have a few issues. The only way this even relates to me is through HP (via Weasley twincest) and Lost (via Pace'cest).

First of all, a to do list for you: delete trigger-words such as "incest" and "pedophilia" (yeah, like you guys have that listed. /sarcasm) from your interest list. Also, delete explicit icons involving minors, or just explicit icons if your especially cautious. Then, if you have any fics or images involving incest, friends-locking seems to be the general consensus for safety precautions.

Now that that's out of the way, on to the real information. (note: I'm adding ?style=mine to all of these because honestly, some layouts just make my eyes bug out, especially this late at night. Also, even though I'm embedding the links in the text, there's a list at the bottom for copy/paste-ing ease.)

( beneath a cut because this is pretty damn long )

More personal stuff: I've f-locked my (two) Weasley twincest fics, cleaned up my interest list a bit, and double-checked my profile for anything "illegal". Otherwise, my journal is staying public, at least for the time being. The only comm I'm a member of that would be directly involved in this purge is twin_trouble, which, despite having "incest" absolutely everywhere in the userinfo (eta: the mod has fixed up the userinfo and interests), is still up and running. O.o

Also, in the midst of all this, I somehow managed to get 29 out of 30 on my psychology quiz. Go me! lol

ETA: To make everybody feel better, bloodrayveness has posted a spam of cat macros. (for more, click the 'catspam' tag) *giggles*

ETA4: If your journal is fandom-related, join fandom_counts. There aren't any posts there, it's just a comm to count how many journals are fandom-related. Also, if you have a paid account, there is fandompays.

i have to set up a table to get people to participate in my psychology experiment. omg. >.< why can't i just KNOW 20 people? this is gonna be awful, i can tell. i'm going to give a piece of candy to everyone that participates. *hides*

tiffany!!! if you see this before about 2:30 today, i'll be in the cafeteria. pls join me if you're on campus. *clings* and if you're not, then i'll see you on friday. where i will be recruiting you to participate, lol.

ps: if i find a way to do this experiment online, i'm totally gonna have you guys do it. even if i can't use the data for my report. >.< because it would be cool, and i like data. *giggles*

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eta: I LOSE AT LIFE. sat in the cafeteria for about an hour, I think, and I got 2 people. INCLUDING MY MOM. >.< it was teh awful, as I suspected it would be. and now I still have to find about 10 people, not including my co-op friends. SO MUCH FAIL, SRSLY.

am sick. sneezing, coughing, and what feels like a fever. blahhhh. haven't been replying to comments, and i'm sorry about that. i keep meaning too, but there's just too many to deal with at the moment.

test went well. think i did alright. now i just have about 3 other tests coming up, and my brain isn't working at the moment. and i keep misspelling simple things like 'brain' omg. eta: omg i cannot spell at all.

i hate life. i want to sleep, i want to breathe without having a coughing fit, and i want my nose to stop running. and i want this quarter to be over. i want school to be over, which isn't like me. i like school, usually. i want to go to sleep and not wake up for about a week -- or more, whatever--, and not have to worry about all this fucking crap when i do wake up. and i want some bloody tea that doesn't taste like liquid sugar. i wanna just give up for a while.

and not even Dom is making me happy right now, because he's not fucking the same, and i want the old Dom back, and i want him to get the fuck away from LA. no offence to those that live there (if there are any of you), sorry.

i don't even know what the fuck i want, i just want everything to stop.

First of all, Cute Guy is going to be Dead Guy very soon, because he didn't do what I SPECIFICALLY told him to do, which was to give my right email address to the producer. So she's been emailing me, but to the wrong address, and I haven't gotten any of it. So I talked to her today and gave her my private email address, which I didn't want to do, and she gave me the script with her and the director's notes on it to rewrite by tomorrow or Wednesday. It's not gonna be hard, per se, but omg I'm annoyed at Cute Dead Guy.

Another email problem: I emailed my essay to my prof (who was wearing a cute corduroy jacket today I don't have a crush on him, I swear!) last week, and never got a reply, which I didn't think was too weird, but still, I kind of expected a "thanks, I got your email" kind of thing. Anyway, he was handing back everyone's essays today, and when he got to the end of the stack, mine wasn't there! He asked me if I sent him one, and I said yes, and then he gave me a different email address to send it to. So now I've resent the essay from both the school email and my personal email, to both his school email and his personal email. OMG EMAIL.

Had a big talk with my mom about my friend and why she's grounded and what kinds of problems her family's having and omg it's just so COMPLICATED. (Tiffany: you can't tell anyone ANYTHING about this, because I'm not supposed to know, and nobody's supposed to talk about anything at all, which is why everything's a problem in the first place.) Mainly the problem is with the group of friends that this girl hangs out with. I think they're all guys, and they're all older than her, and they're all like, high school drop-outs or failing out of high-school, and their idea of fun isn't what I would call fun at all. Anyway, she hangs out with them all the time, and basically they're getting her into trouble, and there's a whole peer pressure issue, and I wish she would just hang out with me, but that's inconvenient because I live 45 min away while all these guys are like, 2 min away. >.< *sigh*

And last but not least, I'm going to get rid of my Rock & Roll icon, but I dunno what to replace it with. Also, I was an idiot and only saved these as .jpeg and not .psd, so I'm going to have to try to remake it if I want to change anything. *facepalm*


So, opinions on any of these? suggestions? different pictures I should use? anything, please.

ps: I'm still workin' on fixing my index. >.< HA! Index is fixed and I am PROUD. AND, I have the raw html saved so I can just add to it there and copy/paste it in. \o/

LOST


LJ

OMGWTFNOCOMMENTS. WTF, LJ. I WANT MY DAMN COMMENT NOTIFICATIONS. it seems I'm not the only one having these problems. GRRR.

PICTURES

and this is more of an "OMG" of the squee-variety. moreblisshas RARE PICTURES of the LotR boys. Including Dom (otherwise why would I be squeeing? LOL). but yes, OMGSOCUTE. and so YOUNG. and wtf, the shirt Lijah's wearing makes his eyes look GREY. O.o

FIC

LOL, 3 fics (including my own) posted today had HOT BDSM SEX with Dom pinned against a wall. The first, by kiltsandlolliesand almaviva, is Dom/Ian and a continuation of their new universe. If you haven't read it yet, YOU SHOULD. The second, by georgia_mason, is Dom/Billy and some vampire-kink, and it is SO HOT. so, read that one too. lol

My mom's purse was fucking stolen out of our car, and then taken right out to the mall to buy shite, and the purse was a real Gucci purse even though we bought it at Goodwill, and it had a brand new video ipod in it, and a wallet with my mom and sister's ID, credit cards, bank account numbers (including mine) and social security numbers (including mine). There was also the extra tickets to the movie festival that I had (even though I probably wasn't going to use them anyway), the check-tags for my sister's art and the tickets to the fair the art show's at, and library cards and Safeway and CostCo cards and probably a fucking Blockbuster card and god knows what else, not to mention the contacts list in my mom's ipod. The guy (and I'm just going to call it a him even though technically it could be a woman) must've been watching the parking lot or something because my mom and sis got out of the car at 7:30 and at 8:15 there were already charges for some Verizon phone card shite. Police said there's a slim to none chance of getting stuff back, and Apple = bastards because they don't disable the ipod if it's stolen. And I'm really kinda fucking freaked out right now. Because this guy was in the fucking car. Inside. The fucking. Car. The one that I ride to school in nearly every day. He was in it and he took the fucking purse and hopefully nothing else (there was only crap in the car anyway, thank god).

Credit cards and bank accounts are cancelled and closed, so I have to go to the bank tomorrow and get a new account number and all that shite and I just had to loan my mom money to pay for gas because the van is fucking empty and tomorrow is going to be total crap. Oh, and I still have to write my resume and interview for a position in my movies class.

And now it's midnight and I've finished a first draft of my essay, gotten a semi-crap score on my psych test, and that's just about fucking it. Good night.

eta: other things stolen:
tickets and receipts for the AP test
portable DVD player
National Treasure DVD, but I'm not too sad about that because I wanted to buy a new one anyway
GPS handheld thingy
plus the previously mentioned video ipod, wallet, purse, etc.

Went to the bank today and got a new account number. Spent something like 2 hours there, plus another half an hour at the DMV to get my mom and sis' new IDs. But I was very productive during that time, just not with schoolwork LOL. I wrote something like five entire pages of my new Monaboyd fic. Totally not ready for the interview later, though. >.< And and and, I just read buckle_berry's billy/dom/elijah fics and if you haven't read them, go and do so.

hey, school world - fuck you.

*eats cookie dough*

brainspouse, i miss youuuu.

why do i STILL not have an angsty icon?

i wanna upload one of these, but i dunno which one. flist, help me out?

1) My monitor has been giving me trouble since forever, it feels like. The colors are wayyy off, and not even changing the brightness/contrast will fix it. I lived with it for a while, but when it comes time to make icons or what have you, I have to either work over on my sister's nicely calibrated new flatscreen, or end up making weird-looking, super-bright pictures. So, I finally switched out my monitor with my sister's old monitor.

2) This new(er) monitor has problems also:
     a) it's HUGE, and can barely fit on my desk
     b) it's just slightly fuzzy, which makes me feel like I need glasses or something
     c) it has just now come down with the SAME color problem that my old one had.

So what I'm surmising is that the color problem is with my actual computer, not my monitor. I have no idea why this one's coming up all fuzzy, though; my old one was perfectly clear, just dark. Also, it's really bugging me that my keyboard can barely fit on my desk and I feel like I have to sit wayyyy back in my chair to even see everything properly.

I've just about had it with these STUPID computer problems. What I really want is a nice, new, pretty laptop with a docking station for my desk, because I don't like using laptop keyboards. I'm nearly considering spending the money and getting a new computer NOW, because of all these annoyances. I just fucking hate it when the stupidest little things like this go wrong and bug me for months on end. I mean, I switched the monitor today because I thought I was finally FIXING all my problems. Now that I see it has the SAME problems, I'm thinking about switching back, because at least my smaller one actually fits on my damn desk.

*cries, srsly*

Also, my HTML handbook back from my Media 109 class has come in handy lately, especially when I can never remember the code for non-breaking spaces. And yeah, that was kinda random, huh?

ALSO. WTF, LJ won't let me upload my animation icon. Says it's too big or something. I don't even want to get in to troubleshooting that right now. >.<

One more thing: classes start tomorrow, and there was much rejoicing. yay. /python reference

grrrrr.

okay, have any of you ever heard of K.I.S.S.? Keep It Simple, Stupid.

some of my friends are like... *strangles self* AARRGG.

/rant