with words I thought I'd never speak

this poll is for Tiffany's enjoyment and education. please vote! :D

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so, I'll be back sometime on Saturday. talk to you all then!

sleeping bag
pillow
extra blanket (it's fucking FREEZING here!)
toiletries
movies
pyjamas
clothes
phone charger (if needed)

hmm, anything else? i also have my art shirt, and i'll have my piano books in a second. i think that's it...

tiffany, i hope you have a present for her by now. seeing as the party's TONIGHT. lol

my day today was SUCH UTTER CRAP. for no particular reason. i woke up on the wrong side of the bed (figuratively, of course, since i only ever sleep on one side of my bed...) but yeah, math was a bit crap, italian was more crap, time in between classes was pathetically spent moaning about the classes themselves, and the study period after italian? omg french guy need to shut up. and everytime i look at Lake, i think Owen. LOL he's so sweet, though.

but anyway, the good things:

lord of the rings soundtrack. always and forever, i will love it. and i want the score for christmas. *hopes*

Raquel's emails. omg ♥

the incline of trees.

chicken noodle soup.

by the way, Tiffany, here's a few videos of Owen. "Meet Owen" "Owen's top 10 moments" (annoying background music, but oh well) and "Ianto clips from episode 12" (that's the episode where Ianto and Owen were all angry and fighting, lol. Spoilers, obviously. and here's a picspam with mostly Ianto and Jack, but some Owen too.

wow, it feels like I haven't posted in forever, even though it wasn't that long ago.

1. Tiffany gave me a very pretty silver and peridot bracelet for my birthday. :)

2. There's a guy called Jens in my studio production class that is awesome and funny. We chatted for a while when we both had to be on-camera, pretending to interview each other, and then later, he directed while I was tech director, and we kinda clicked and did really well (better than pretty much all of the other pairs), which was totally awesome. There's also a deaf girl in the class, and she has two interpreters with her, a guy and a girl. The guy's hands remind me vividly of Dominic's, and he wears a couple rings too. :P It made me wonder if Dom's ever tried sign language. I imagine he'd be good at it, what with all his gesturing and constant movement when he talks.

3. Over half the people in that class have first names starting with J. LOL

4. My room is now about 90% clean. There's still a load of crap on all available flat surfaces, but the floor is clear and I took out a lot of old books to make room for new ones. It just needs to be vacuumed and nit-picked, now. It's so much nicer this way. Although, I must admit, the other night when I was lying in bed, I couldn't get to sleep because the curtain thing on my bed wasn't hanging the same way it was before. How OCD is that? >.< I ended up getting out of bed anyway for something else so I fixed it before I went back. LOL

5. The library booksale was a success! (even though I didn't find any of the specific things I was looking for, but I wasn't really expecting to, so that's okay.) I took home about 10+ books, including one book of poetry and Macbeth. Or maybe I put Macbeth back... I don't remember. Anyway, I've already finished one of the other books, called The Assistants, and OMG IT WAS AWESOME. If you're at all connected to or interested in Hollywood or show business, you should read it. On the back cover, it said "laugh out loud funny" and I don't tend to believe that kind of thing, but it was so true. Also, Griffin is the most awesome character ever, and I love that name. :P

6. Classes have been going well, or just going. I had a math quiz today, but it was pretty easy and I'm almost positive I aced it. (There was only one page of questions, though). Also, the math teacher has a really cute ass. What? I sit on the front row, and he's always turned around writing on the whiteboard. I can't help but notice. *giggles*

7. I'm taking the SAT (again!!) next weekend. Apparently. I did not know this before two days ago. If I bring up my score by like.. 60 points or something, I'll qualify for another 5k in scholarships (I think). PRESSURE, ANYONE? dammit.

8. I'm suddenly nervous about a lot of things. Posting a fic tomorrow, my looming Italian quiz, the SAT on Saturday, finishing my SCAD essay, and finding a focus for my portfolio. fuck. And I also hate it (well, okay, I don't hate it, because I love most of what I write) that my best writing is fanfic and I can't show it to anyone outside of fandom. How am I supposed to prove that I actually can write if I never write anything for academic eyes?

wahhh, i have nobody to talk to. well, i talked to tony for a few minutes, but he's staffing some kind of party thing and had to go work. so then i tried to call my best friend who i haven't talked to in forever, only to discover that i don't have her cell number, only her home number, which i discovered when her creepy dad's voicemail message kicked in. so then i tried to call our mutual friend to GET her number, and i only have her home number as well, and not only that, but she wasn't home! her sister said she'd take a message, but i have no idea what's going on so i dunno if she'll call me back today. tiffany's on vacation, and besides that, i'm not sure she has her phone back, and all of my other friends are more... casual acquaintances that i don't really want to talk to anyway.

oh, so when i called tony, i told him what our friend asked for our addresses for: a graduation party invite. only, mine got wet so the photo she stuck in it completely washed out and glued itself to the top of the card. LOL the party's this saturday in GEORGIA, so i told tony "yeah, i'll just fly down there like, tomorrow maybe." and he said "i wish you would." or "i wouldn't mind that at all." or something. heh. yeah. O.o

i hate talking on the phone, but whenever i actually WANT to, nobody's available. *sigh* i should stop wasting the day (even though i've only been up since, like, NOON) and do something. maybe write a bit. maybe someone will call me soon.

oh what the fuck, LJ? not letting me see my f-list now? not fair, i tell you. not bloody fair.

i fiiiiiinally finished my essay about 2 and a half hours after the due time. and it's still on the short side. but at least it's coherent. mostly. i think.
     (tiff, call me tomorrow later today or something, we can discuss. oh, also, you aren't coming on friday, are you? >.<)

was hoping to read at least one short fluffy fic before bed, but no, LJ is being annoying and preventing me from clicking on posts, so. bed it is, then. y'know what i really really want? printed versions of all those really long, really good fics. like c-verse and sema's series and. well, lotruni isn't really complete yet, but that too. *sigh* anyway.

also, surreality_fan, i did manage to see your post about GJ, and i've just friended you over there. was going to comment on your post, but LJ's being stupid so i couldn't, sorry. >.<

hopefully LJ will stop being so wanky soon. because omg this is annoying!